and...i'm not complaining, it just hurts after a while.
i wish i did more interesting, fun, carefree stuff. stuff that doesn't involve any...driving...or planning..or anything. i guess. now you're probably asking yourself "what? lindsey doesn't like driving anymore?". noooo.. i still love driving..just not as much as i used to i guess. i want to start skateboarding again..big time. that used to be my only means of transportation, and now it just sits in the trunk of my car with virtually no purpose. it makes me sad. i just loved being younger and depending on my skateboard to get me every where. not my car that takes up insane amounts of gas and makes me lazy. i don't know. pointless.
god is amazing as usual. always so faithful. loving. awesome.
i'm ready for something huge to happen in my life. i just keep waiting patiently. keep praying for god to use me big time or something. nothing happening. do you think something huge will just come out of nowhere or happen gradually? i think when big things happen gradually, it takes away the effect. which i wish didn't happen..but whatever.
only 2 more weeks left of school! yeah! this summer is going by so fast. just like every other summer. and it's getting frustrating cause i feel like i don't enjoy them enough cause i'm so busy looking towards to future. agh! i'm such an idiot. i either dwell in the past or i look towards the future. i never ever look at the blessings god is giving me now. it's just that i get so excited to think of where i'm going to be in like...5 or 10 years. that's ok..just one more thing i have to work on.
way too many good bands came out of england. it makes my head hurt.
god is amazing as usual. always so faithful. loving. awesome.
i'm ready for something huge to happen in my life. i just keep waiting patiently. keep praying for god to use me big time or something. nothing happening. do you think something huge will just come out of nowhere or happen gradually? i think when big things happen gradually, it takes away the effect. which i wish didn't happen..but whatever.
only 2 more weeks left of school! yeah! this summer is going by so fast. just like every other summer. and it's getting frustrating cause i feel like i don't enjoy them enough cause i'm so busy looking towards to future. agh! i'm such an idiot. i either dwell in the past or i look towards the future. i never ever look at the blessings god is giving me now. it's just that i get so excited to think of where i'm going to be in like...5 or 10 years. that's ok..just one more thing i have to work on.
way too many good bands came out of england. it makes my head hurt.