May 13, 2004 05:37
"My Stupid Mouth"- John Mayer
"One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire
Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me
Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now..."
I am sitting up kind of agitated. I have a big day tomorrow. I am getting my tux and then working from 4 till close. Then Friday and Saturday I am off on account of Prom. I may be getting a Neon so that I can drive around when I wanna. Hells yeah! I want someone to cuddle with tonight. I am listening to John Mayer who is just making my night better. Well it is really early morning. I want my new lj layout to be channing tatum for rizzle! I saw Quart the other day at Red Lobster so a big WHAT UP CHIGGA? to him. Am going to Gay Pride the 12-20th and want to go to Florida soon to be on the beach. I think I shall go with Jackie. Sean is showing big signs of improvement and is once again leaving me to my whiny and sad pathetic self. He is once again happy...thank Jesus. I will be there soon myself if all goes well as it should. I got new pics of myself and will show them as soon as I can scan them. No scanner means no pictures of da Adumb. And I am getting a debit card this weekend...lookout retail...Oh how I love Kanye West....are there words...that "All Falls Down" song was written about me...and Stacey Dash in the video.....ahhhh...I have always argued her as one of the prettiest african american females ever...HOTTT...and the end scene where she is crying and he pulls her sunglasses off.... +MELT+ Oh well time to retire to bed. Love you journal...
-GSB