Feb 13, 2006 16:09
Today has been the worst day in a long time.
I slept in because my throat hurt and I didn't want to go. Then I decided that I wanted to go to Chemistry and TV, so I go to school. When I get there Robbie tells me that I'm out of the loop and don't know what happend, Karli told me Alexis and Shane got into a really bad car crash. Shane died on impact and Alexis was in critical condition in Tampa. After lunch the Seniors got called down to the library and Mr. Maready told us what happend. He told us that we didn't have to go to class, but some of us went anyway, I did and started to make her a big get well soon card. The next period I went back in the library and everyone was in a good mood talking about memories with her, everyone signed the card and by the end of the period almost everyone was going home because it was the end of sixth period. Well as soon as everyone was leaving Kristen got a phone call from Alexis' mom saying she was gone. Kristen lost it and then soon after everyone did. Eva was next to me and almost passed out and was screaming for help, so I helped her sit and I started crying and then her best friend came over so I left because I couldn't deal with all that. As soon as I got out the door I myself lost it and started crying, not too bad, but once I got into class, the substitute asked me about her and I couldn't even say she died, I lost it and she was trying to help me. She took my keys so I couldn't drive and took me in the back to sit and whatever. After I calmed down a little, I went outside to call Cullins and she couldn't believe it.. I lost it again and Jonathan helped to comfort me. He tried to make me laugh by saying inside jokes from when we were going out, but that just made it worse. Eventually he left and Kevin came to walk me out to my car. I sat there for awhile and just cried. Then I was on my way to Kelly's and Omar was in front of me so I sped up and he got out of my way and then started to follow me, he called me and he followed me to Mickey D's where he treated me to some lunch, because I hadn't aten all day... Now I'm babysitting and have a huge headache and don't want to be here. Not only that, I'm in a bad mood because of other things and Kenny is out with Robbie for who knows how long.. Me and Karli came to the conclusion :
September & Febuary SUCK.
That's all for now...