Please tell me why, my car is in the front yard, and I....
Song has been stuck in my head for God knows how long.
My goals...they seem so close. I haven't gotten a call back from Specs yet so I'm assuming I passed. I hope. Cross your fingers. Why is it that the second things get really good, everything falls back down, just to get a little further than last time; or at least thats what it seems like sometimes. I'm so torn right now. I really really want to move to Florida. It's a place called Winter Park. Ten minutes north of Orlando, a college town, with apartments that run $400 a person or so...maybe cheaper, nice weather, people my age, and school...oh the school. It's called Full Sail. It's a private school that offers 4 year BS Degrees in Music Business, Film, Game Art, Game Development, Art History, Graphic Design, Web Design, and a lot more. It's an Arts Media school, as they call it. It's big, but not too big...like the size of Eastern, maybe a bit smaller. It's layed out like Schoolcraft is, and is only 2 years. Yeah I know, that means about 35-40 hours of school a week; talk about full time. I want to go soooooo bad, and I want Heather to go with me too. I'm holding back on it though. I don't want to go and spend 70 grand and end up hating it, making it the worst decision of my life to move to Florida. There's a few things keeping me here too, such as my new contacts in the business...like Brad Richter and Tony Sherock. My friends that I've made....Jay, Drew, Rick, Ben...the whole class lol. I've got four months left at Specs, and I'm really proud of myself. I cried when I saw our class picture...really. This is the farthest I've ever gotten in college, and on my own. Although, there are a lot of people who do deserve credit for pushing me and punching me in the gut when I deserve it. Whatever.........it's late and I need to sleep, theres way too much on my mind right now, and only like 1% of it is what i just wrote about so peace out homes. 5969960039if you wanna chat.
My goals...they seem so close. I haven't gotten a call back from Specs yet so I'm assuming I passed. I hope. Cross your fingers. Why is it that the second things get really good, everything falls back down, just to get a little further than last time; or at least thats what it seems like sometimes. I'm so torn right now. I really really want to move to Florida. It's a place called Winter Park. Ten minutes north of Orlando, a college town, with apartments that run $400 a person or so...maybe cheaper, nice weather, people my age, and school...oh the school. It's called Full Sail. It's a private school that offers 4 year BS Degrees in Music Business, Film, Game Art, Game Development, Art History, Graphic Design, Web Design, and a lot more. It's an Arts Media school, as they call it. It's big, but not too big...like the size of Eastern, maybe a bit smaller. It's layed out like Schoolcraft is, and is only 2 years. Yeah I know, that means about 35-40 hours of school a week; talk about full time. I want to go soooooo bad, and I want Heather to go with me too. I'm holding back on it though. I don't want to go and spend 70 grand and end up hating it, making it the worst decision of my life to move to Florida. There's a few things keeping me here too, such as my new contacts in the business...like Brad Richter and Tony Sherock. My friends that I've made....Jay, Drew, Rick, Ben...the whole class lol. I've got four months left at Specs, and I'm really proud of myself. I cried when I saw our class picture...really. This is the farthest I've ever gotten in college, and on my own. Although, there are a lot of people who do deserve credit for pushing me and punching me in the gut when I deserve it. Whatever.........it's late and I need to sleep, theres way too much on my mind right now, and only like 1% of it is what i just wrote about so peace out homes. 5969960039if you wanna chat.