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how can i be so incredibly happy, yet so upset at the same time??
i have to admit, every moment i spend with robby, even when im not with him and im thinking of him, he makes me soo happy. ive never been this happy, and people can see a difference. he and i are happy with eachother, even with our strange little ways. i love that boy to death, along with his family who I got to spend easter with. it was fun.
thats the happy part, now the upset part =(
his friends hate our relationship because they believe it to be 'abusive'. i just hate how they can be so judgmental of our relationship, but why are they the only ones who see the abusiveness? yeah, the only bad thing was the duct tape, but theyre the ones who keep bringing it up. robby and i do things on an equal level, but because i dont do everything good for robby in front of their face, im not a good girlfriend.
I just HATE HATE that I am practically ruining this forever long friendship, but who's to say his friends are perfect?
That's another story, but I'm not going to get into it because it's too much to write, and frankly, i dont care.
what i do care about it how much this practically affects robby and i? they talk to him about it, he gets upset. how about they try and give me a chance. any fight that he and i have had was due to them, why can't they be happy that he's actually happy. he's not their lapdog anymore where they can parade their relationships around him.
thats the thing i love about my friends, theyre not judgmental at all and show nothing but happiness. thats what REAL friends should do, instead of being judgmental. what's the point of saying something to make YOU happy when you're not the one in the relationship.
i just hate that feeling knowing that i have to make robby happy AND his friends happy. I never wanna come between friends, and I told him, choose your friends over me.
OVERALL, ITS JUST A SUCKY SITUATION =(
i have to admit, every moment i spend with robby, even when im not with him and im thinking of him, he makes me soo happy. ive never been this happy, and people can see a difference. he and i are happy with eachother, even with our strange little ways. i love that boy to death, along with his family who I got to spend easter with. it was fun.
thats the happy part, now the upset part =(
his friends hate our relationship because they believe it to be 'abusive'. i just hate how they can be so judgmental of our relationship, but why are they the only ones who see the abusiveness? yeah, the only bad thing was the duct tape, but theyre the ones who keep bringing it up. robby and i do things on an equal level, but because i dont do everything good for robby in front of their face, im not a good girlfriend.
I just HATE HATE that I am practically ruining this forever long friendship, but who's to say his friends are perfect?
That's another story, but I'm not going to get into it because it's too much to write, and frankly, i dont care.
what i do care about it how much this practically affects robby and i? they talk to him about it, he gets upset. how about they try and give me a chance. any fight that he and i have had was due to them, why can't they be happy that he's actually happy. he's not their lapdog anymore where they can parade their relationships around him.
thats the thing i love about my friends, theyre not judgmental at all and show nothing but happiness. thats what REAL friends should do, instead of being judgmental. what's the point of saying something to make YOU happy when you're not the one in the relationship.
i just hate that feeling knowing that i have to make robby happy AND his friends happy. I never wanna come between friends, and I told him, choose your friends over me.
OVERALL, ITS JUST A SUCKY SITUATION =(