Throw up on LV
This past weekend my sister and niece slept over my house. My niece is now 15 years old and can fit into most of my smaller clothes, which is the first thing she wanted to do when she got to my house. Go through my closet and see if it fit her, expensive jeans and items that still had the tags on it. I gave her jewelry and not the costume kind gold rings, chains and even my diamond earrings. Funny how I could just let these things go after paying so much money for them, but I just now feel they don’t matter to me as much. When material things become tainted and all you can do is have the memories of what happened when you wore or were given those items its best to purge them from your life. Wouldn’t you hate wearing something and thinking "oh this is from the asshole who did this this and this to me" I feel I have a point. Material things will never cover what I really want in my heart, or that person who is going to give me what I want and not materially. Material things are nice but sometimes it just makes you think the person is not really what they seem.
I am green with envy.
"when you ripped apart my clothing to shreds and ravished me for hours. God, how magnificent. How sore I was. How happy when I woke up curled in your arms"