Red Light!
Dude! im so sorry its been like FOREVER!!!! but so much has happened and i really need to tell you about this...
There are so many things!! its been almost 2 weeks since i left chicago and i actually for once loved summer and all the things that I did, I never did before. and I met a beautiful girl. Man her eyes and her smile just threw me off guard. I couldnt look at her because i just wanted to hug her and kiss her. Sometimes i catch myself staring at her in the eyes and spacing out. but really im thinking to myself how pretty she looks when she smiles, talks, laughs, signs... anything. I never thought someone could have such an amazing list of things that make me smile and that make me happy.
Its tuesday and i miss her so much.
My baby has been giving me gifts everyday with cards full of how much I mean to her and I can see that she really cares and that i am someone special in her life. It warms my heart and makes it melt. Every thing i get in the mail from you i love it right away. Usually if i dont like something i would be like eh wtf is this. BUT not her mail. It makes me squeal like lil piggy so excited to get something. ANd you know the best part? everything smells just like her!! i sniff all the perfume off of it seriously! It smells gorgeous!! just like her.
I cannot ever stop thinking about how perfect she is. and about how my feelings for her in so many different ways are so strong. she doesn't have to wear make up or dress super nice.. i still think she looks pretty just the way she is naturally. i love it. do i love her? i dont know but i can definitly tell you that im starting to. its only been 2 months since I known her and 1 month of dating. Its an amazing feeling it really is. The only thing i wanna tell her right now is that she has this amazing touch when i hold her body close to mine. my eyes are closed right now and im pulling her in close so close so tight. i can smell her and i can see her beautiful smile. i wanna tell her something but i cant because i dont know what to tell her. I feel like i have something stuck inside of me that i wanna say but i jsut dont know what it is yet. its more like an unkown feeling that i have. Its weird! but i like her a lot and im planning on holding on to her for long time. its like love at first sight but were just not at that point yet.. or are we? i mean i can sense it. i know how i feel and its pretty close to love. i know eventually im gonna accidently say i love you and actually mean it. How soon i dont know but real soon. I know she is gonna freak out and maybe hate her and it might even make her uncomfortable. i dont know. its a big thing. and HUGE for her since im her first girl. i just cant loose her because she is a special one.
There are so many things!! its been almost 2 weeks since i left chicago and i actually for once loved summer and all the things that I did, I never did before. and I met a beautiful girl. Man her eyes and her smile just threw me off guard. I couldnt look at her because i just wanted to hug her and kiss her. Sometimes i catch myself staring at her in the eyes and spacing out. but really im thinking to myself how pretty she looks when she smiles, talks, laughs, signs... anything. I never thought someone could have such an amazing list of things that make me smile and that make me happy.
Its tuesday and i miss her so much.
My baby has been giving me gifts everyday with cards full of how much I mean to her and I can see that she really cares and that i am someone special in her life. It warms my heart and makes it melt. Every thing i get in the mail from you i love it right away. Usually if i dont like something i would be like eh wtf is this. BUT not her mail. It makes me squeal like lil piggy so excited to get something. ANd you know the best part? everything smells just like her!! i sniff all the perfume off of it seriously! It smells gorgeous!! just like her.
I cannot ever stop thinking about how perfect she is. and about how my feelings for her in so many different ways are so strong. she doesn't have to wear make up or dress super nice.. i still think she looks pretty just the way she is naturally. i love it. do i love her? i dont know but i can definitly tell you that im starting to. its only been 2 months since I known her and 1 month of dating. Its an amazing feeling it really is. The only thing i wanna tell her right now is that she has this amazing touch when i hold her body close to mine. my eyes are closed right now and im pulling her in close so close so tight. i can smell her and i can see her beautiful smile. i wanna tell her something but i cant because i dont know what to tell her. I feel like i have something stuck inside of me that i wanna say but i jsut dont know what it is yet. its more like an unkown feeling that i have. Its weird! but i like her a lot and im planning on holding on to her for long time. its like love at first sight but were just not at that point yet.. or are we? i mean i can sense it. i know how i feel and its pretty close to love. i know eventually im gonna accidently say i love you and actually mean it. How soon i dont know but real soon. I know she is gonna freak out and maybe hate her and it might even make her uncomfortable. i dont know. its a big thing. and HUGE for her since im her first girl. i just cant loose her because she is a special one.