May 04, 2006 21:26
so...
on july 27th my niece's mother is taking her to tennessee, permanently. her boyfriend of 4 months has been offered a very well paying job in that state, and beth smells a free ride. my brother is going to look for work so he can be with her, and if he can't find a job that pays more than his current one in tennessee then he is going to move to california to be closer to his dad. either way, by the time august rolls around my niece and my brother will basically be gone from my life. she will be able to stay with him during the summers and on holidays, but i still won't be able to see her if he lives in california. that little girl is my pride and joy, before i do anything i think "will madyson think badly of me if she hears about this?" the only way i can imagine this feeling worse is if she was my daughter. i don't know how to deal with this. i can deal with death, imminent death, annoying friends, and manipulation, but i don't know what to do with this. i wish i had a good reason to move to tennessee.