Long time.
Okay. So lots of stuff. Mom left for some random reason, not sure when she will be back. Mike actually broke up with me on Friday. I was so hurt, and 2 days has felt like 2 years. Okay, maybe not years. But yeah. So I went over to his house today, because I was just crying and crying at work, of course where no one could see me durrr... But yeah, I went to his house in hopes to not just get him back, but try to work it out. A break for sure. So thats what we decided. 2 months or so, maybe longer, apart. 2 weeks with no communication... these 2 weeks will be long. The catch... he said there's no guarantee that we will get back together, but he said he wouldn't make a decision like this if he didn't have an intention of getting back with me. So.. pray.. hope... cross your fingers.. whatever. It's been hard these past two days.. but I am happier times a hundred that we have come to this.
So the thing is. I haven't been single for 3 years. Yeah, 3 years. 2 with my last boyfriend, then I rushed into it with Mike after a week or so. I need to learn what its like to be on my own. To not rely on one guy. One person. I need other friends. I need to have plans, and not just expect to be with Mike everyday. Also, I need to learn to trust him. Time will definitely help that. Please, if anyone has been in the same-ish scenario... help? Advice?
So the thing is. I haven't been single for 3 years. Yeah, 3 years. 2 with my last boyfriend, then I rushed into it with Mike after a week or so. I need to learn what its like to be on my own. To not rely on one guy. One person. I need other friends. I need to have plans, and not just expect to be with Mike everyday. Also, I need to learn to trust him. Time will definitely help that. Please, if anyone has been in the same-ish scenario... help? Advice?