John Jacob Jacob Himers Man!
GOSH! It is so weird. It flipflopped back and forth.. for the longest time.. Patsy, Debby, Debby, Patsy... I was always jealous of one, or both of them, as you know, if you read my lame PMS entries.
So this time, Debby came to California, they hung out, went in the spa (lameness, not cool) and such. She has her own little character on his Wii... yada yada. So of course, it was like.. RAWWWR, Debby! But not too much, I really was only bothered twice. Once when they went in the spa (I found that a little too much for an ex), and once when she was constantly texting him. I didn't get crazy though.. and the saddness only lasted for a little while, and DID NOT ruin our night, which it normally would have. Other than that.. I was pretty good. Pretty proud of myself if I do say so myself. Seeing as how incredibly emotional I CAN become. Patsy is fine. Like... a while ago, it was like, I was fine with her, but then I wouldn't be... but this time I think its for good. She is like the coolest ever.. and the 3 of us went bowling last night.. with Jeff too.. and wow! It was just fun!! Sure, Patsy is a flirt-machine.. but hey, its Patsyyy! So I am pretty well right now... Mike and I have been really wonderful lately... we have seen eachother a lot... but we have made some time for other friends at the same time. Well, he has anyway, hehe. I have been doing HW, and such. Which I am supposed to be doing now...
SO BYE!!!
And Danny, thank you SO so much for just like.. helping me with all of this. I mean. I know I just rant and rant and rant on and on to you about it, and you listen, and you give really good, positive, encouraging advice, and you let me know that I was bein a little psycho!! So thanks. YOU were the one who REALLY, truely, helped me get over all this stuff!!)
So this time, Debby came to California, they hung out, went in the spa (lameness, not cool) and such. She has her own little character on his Wii... yada yada. So of course, it was like.. RAWWWR, Debby! But not too much, I really was only bothered twice. Once when they went in the spa (I found that a little too much for an ex), and once when she was constantly texting him. I didn't get crazy though.. and the saddness only lasted for a little while, and DID NOT ruin our night, which it normally would have. Other than that.. I was pretty good. Pretty proud of myself if I do say so myself. Seeing as how incredibly emotional I CAN become. Patsy is fine. Like... a while ago, it was like, I was fine with her, but then I wouldn't be... but this time I think its for good. She is like the coolest ever.. and the 3 of us went bowling last night.. with Jeff too.. and wow! It was just fun!! Sure, Patsy is a flirt-machine.. but hey, its Patsyyy! So I am pretty well right now... Mike and I have been really wonderful lately... we have seen eachother a lot... but we have made some time for other friends at the same time. Well, he has anyway, hehe. I have been doing HW, and such. Which I am supposed to be doing now...
SO BYE!!!
And Danny, thank you SO so much for just like.. helping me with all of this. I mean. I know I just rant and rant and rant on and on to you about it, and you listen, and you give really good, positive, encouraging advice, and you let me know that I was bein a little psycho!! So thanks. YOU were the one who REALLY, truely, helped me get over all this stuff!!)