on avoidance and pain
"anything that is capable of getting me hurt i will avoid at the very outset that i sense its potential."
it's strange because no matter how hard & long i sustain this personal principle, i still end up getting hurt.
i'm now beginning to think that the very thought and act of avoidance can also cause pain, pain that only I am responsible for...
do my attempts of avoidance signify cleverness and endurance? or merely long unconquered fears?
i guess it's time to inject some big changes into my system...
it's strange because no matter how hard & long i sustain this personal principle, i still end up getting hurt.
i'm now beginning to think that the very thought and act of avoidance can also cause pain, pain that only I am responsible for...
do my attempts of avoidance signify cleverness and endurance? or merely long unconquered fears?
i guess it's time to inject some big changes into my system...