May 13, 2006 00:21
why do i do this to myself?
just let him walk all over me, i give him whatever he wants, and even tho he doesn't even know, i'm in love w/ him.
im i too chicken shit to say anything? oh wait i can answer my own question. YES.
what do i do about it. i'm scared of rejection i think
does he care what people think?
yes i think he does?
but why would he, am
i that bad?
if only he knew what he is missing
but thats my fault, bc i can't tell him
when i'm with him i feel so complete,
and again he doesn't even know.
fuck it, i guess i depend on faith too much than realtiy
and maybe thats my mistake.
get it together katelynn..... put yourself on the line, suck it up.
i really miss playing music. i can't wait to go home for memorial day weekend bc my brother is graduting
can't you belive it!!!