...would you make it shallow, so that i can feel the rain...
well, last night was odd. i was pretty tired but when i woke this morning i was completely exhausted. i mean truly tired, i could barely keep my eyes open. AND i remembered my dream. it was so odd. i never remember my dreams. i dreamt of this guy... it was very weird since i don't consciously think of this guy. ever.
anyway, it was strange.
so lately i've been thinking i should do that. i mean it would facilitate everything i have coming up and it would really help my mom out a lot. i don't know. i have to pass it by my dad first.
i don't know how i feel about this. i mean i know i'm detached when it comes to this sort of thing... but... still. this is my mom. i don't know. i didn't take it too well when they first told me. i felt awful. really. i don't know. there is nothing i can do. this is completely out of my hands. i don't know.
anyway, it was strange.
so lately i've been thinking i should do that. i mean it would facilitate everything i have coming up and it would really help my mom out a lot. i don't know. i have to pass it by my dad first.
i don't know how i feel about this. i mean i know i'm detached when it comes to this sort of thing... but... still. this is my mom. i don't know. i didn't take it too well when they first told me. i felt awful. really. i don't know. there is nothing i can do. this is completely out of my hands. i don't know.