i finished the fiu application
...i'm just waiting on the two recommendation letters. which i might not even need.
i wanted to get into the honors college, but they only accept students starting in the fall. so i'll have to do a semester in regular fiu and then transfer to the honors college in the fall. but if i transfer from fiu to the honors program i won't need any reference letters. oh well. i guess i just want to read what some professors would say about me. i asked two of the best professors here. they really are two incredibly fascinating people.
today i have the psychology club meeting and then i have to clean the house and write my education philosophy paper and then i have to work. eh.
mr. caroddo said he'd have some work for me to do this friday when i go by varela. hopefully i'll be entertained. last friday was a bit dull, although his classes are always interesting.
he's a great teacher too. i didn't appreciate my high school teachers as much as i should have. in retrospect i regret many things i did, or didn't do. but then again, i am me because of those experiences, so i think i'm glad they happened. better then when i was a child than now. i swear things happen for a reason, there is something, something weaving such a perfect pattern. there is nothing without consequence. it's beautiful. it truly is.
well i have to admit its a bit annoying. i want something. having ideals and ambitions without someone to share them with is a bit dull.
loneliness is the human condition. the sooner we realize that and learn to live with it, the sooner we can be happy with ourselves, and feel self-actualized. god, that is my ultimate goal. to feel self-actualized, forever.
white oleander is great.
i wanted to get into the honors college, but they only accept students starting in the fall. so i'll have to do a semester in regular fiu and then transfer to the honors college in the fall. but if i transfer from fiu to the honors program i won't need any reference letters. oh well. i guess i just want to read what some professors would say about me. i asked two of the best professors here. they really are two incredibly fascinating people.
today i have the psychology club meeting and then i have to clean the house and write my education philosophy paper and then i have to work. eh.
mr. caroddo said he'd have some work for me to do this friday when i go by varela. hopefully i'll be entertained. last friday was a bit dull, although his classes are always interesting.
he's a great teacher too. i didn't appreciate my high school teachers as much as i should have. in retrospect i regret many things i did, or didn't do. but then again, i am me because of those experiences, so i think i'm glad they happened. better then when i was a child than now. i swear things happen for a reason, there is something, something weaving such a perfect pattern. there is nothing without consequence. it's beautiful. it truly is.
well i have to admit its a bit annoying. i want something. having ideals and ambitions without someone to share them with is a bit dull.
loneliness is the human condition. the sooner we realize that and learn to live with it, the sooner we can be happy with ourselves, and feel self-actualized. god, that is my ultimate goal. to feel self-actualized, forever.
white oleander is great.