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i feel odd today.
i felt just fine.
perfect in fact. i had a good day.
went to class then met up with friends. joined a club. had lunch. went to the mall.
then, i went to work. which was fine at first. it was good. until gabriel said some things that were totally unappreciated. i don't understand it. i know the truth so it's not like what he says makes a difference in any way.
and i agree, i know i expect people to be the best they can be. i do. but because of that...
it was cruel. he was mean. it just made me think... does everyone see me that way? is that why he did what he did? i deserved it? i got really hurt.
i'm. blank. i don't know. i'm just so...
disappointed. in so many people. so many people that could be so much better, kinder. people who have potential to live up to. i'm so disappointed.
oh well. the world spins madly on.
i felt just fine.
perfect in fact. i had a good day.
went to class then met up with friends. joined a club. had lunch. went to the mall.
then, i went to work. which was fine at first. it was good. until gabriel said some things that were totally unappreciated. i don't understand it. i know the truth so it's not like what he says makes a difference in any way.
and i agree, i know i expect people to be the best they can be. i do. but because of that...
it was cruel. he was mean. it just made me think... does everyone see me that way? is that why he did what he did? i deserved it? i got really hurt.
i'm. blank. i don't know. i'm just so...
disappointed. in so many people. so many people that could be so much better, kinder. people who have potential to live up to. i'm so disappointed.
oh well. the world spins madly on.