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yes i know what will happen. but i will try my hardest to prevent it. i can't let my life continue to dwindle.
its already chaotic enough. i know the family issues i can't fix because i can't control them, but i thought perhaps the other problem would be finally finalized. i guess i was wrong. i've always been wrong in that aspect.
haha, what made me think it'd be different this time?
whatever, it doesn't matter. that part of my life is over now. and it will remain over.
after letting all of that out. i feel relieved right now. how strange it all is...
its already chaotic enough. i know the family issues i can't fix because i can't control them, but i thought perhaps the other problem would be finally finalized. i guess i was wrong. i've always been wrong in that aspect.
haha, what made me think it'd be different this time?
whatever, it doesn't matter. that part of my life is over now. and it will remain over.
after letting all of that out. i feel relieved right now. how strange it all is...