Nov 14, 2008 09:04
my schedule for next semester is perfect. i love it.
as far as i can see right now something needs to change. yesterday was strange.
anyway, i won't let myself forget this time. so tick tock.
i won't have any other option but to leave if this continues. and that will be the end.
seems unfortunate when i say that but it isn't what i wanted. its just the way it might have to be.
i think i said everything i had to say last night.
i hate sounding so desperate. like i'm persuading someone... it shouldn't be that way. it should be natural and mutual. i felt like an idiot. and the worst part is that it might all have been in vain.
if it was, well then, i'm ready to do what i have to do.