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U2
The Sweetest Thing
"My love she throws me like a rubber ball
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
She won't catch me or break my fall
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
But in this I'm a rain cloud
You know she likes a dry kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
I'm losing you
Hey hey hey, I'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing
I wanted to run but she made me crawl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Eternal fire, she turned me to straw
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
You know I got black eyes
But they burn so brightly for her
Mine is a blind kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
I'm losing you
Oh oh oh, I'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, yeah
Blue-eyed boy and this brown-eyed girl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
You can sew it up but you still see the tear
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
And in this I'm a rain cloud
You know we got a stormy kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing"
the moment i think things will finally get back in order they scramble themselves in an intangible whirl of chaos. its too frustrating. the last thing i need is something more to confuse me.
i met a guy in horror nights. i should probably pursue something. at least just to see if it leads somewhere. he's pretty much in the same situation as i am. although he might not be reacting the same way. at least we can be friends. we'll see.
people are ridiculous. i really just feel like getting away and focusing on myself and my problems. but how selfish would that be? what would happen to my mom and dad if i did? i can't.
fucking obligations.
fucking integrity tying me to such strict principles.
but it's in me, this sense of responsibility is in me.
i think i should call that lady that was recommended to me by my professor. maybe she might help me let go of this...
we'll see. but i can't prolong this any longer.
i almost feel like i can grasp the meaning of it all, perhaps the purpose, but i still don't reach. i need a push. someone to make me see it in a different perspective. i'm blinded by my own prejudice and pride.
then again...
so is everyone else involved. why should i be the only one to see things clearly while everyone else behaves irrationally.
i'm emotionally inclined. i hate it. i need to change it somehow.
btw. i'm not reading any of it. i know, i know.
The Sweetest Thing
"My love she throws me like a rubber ball
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
She won't catch me or break my fall
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
But in this I'm a rain cloud
You know she likes a dry kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
I'm losing you
Hey hey hey, I'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing
I wanted to run but she made me crawl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Eternal fire, she turned me to straw
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
You know I got black eyes
But they burn so brightly for her
Mine is a blind kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
I'm losing you
Oh oh oh, I'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, yeah
Blue-eyed boy and this brown-eyed girl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
You can sew it up but you still see the tear
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
And in this I'm a rain cloud
You know we got a stormy kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing"
the moment i think things will finally get back in order they scramble themselves in an intangible whirl of chaos. its too frustrating. the last thing i need is something more to confuse me.
i met a guy in horror nights. i should probably pursue something. at least just to see if it leads somewhere. he's pretty much in the same situation as i am. although he might not be reacting the same way. at least we can be friends. we'll see.
people are ridiculous. i really just feel like getting away and focusing on myself and my problems. but how selfish would that be? what would happen to my mom and dad if i did? i can't.
fucking obligations.
fucking integrity tying me to such strict principles.
but it's in me, this sense of responsibility is in me.
i think i should call that lady that was recommended to me by my professor. maybe she might help me let go of this...
we'll see. but i can't prolong this any longer.
i almost feel like i can grasp the meaning of it all, perhaps the purpose, but i still don't reach. i need a push. someone to make me see it in a different perspective. i'm blinded by my own prejudice and pride.
then again...
so is everyone else involved. why should i be the only one to see things clearly while everyone else behaves irrationally.
i'm emotionally inclined. i hate it. i need to change it somehow.
btw. i'm not reading any of it. i know, i know.