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work was pretty crazy today. really crazy.
i feel really guilty now. i don't know why i didn't call.
i feel so awkward though. its strange. i don't know.
my sister is having a house warming party. sex and the city theme. haha. cosmopolitans + sex and the city movie. it'll be nice.
steph agreed to be my opera buddy so i'm extremely excited. yulie wants to come too but she has to see about the prices. lila wants to tag along too, and i'm sure lucy will love it.
i can't wait. november...
i need to shower. eh.
tomorrow morning i have to get up early do some things around the house and then my sister is inviting me to breakfast. we are making chocolate chip pancakes and scrambled eggs.
i love bill maher. watching the presidential debate at work.
today has been the week of letting people borrow money.
100 to my sister.
100 to my sister's mother-in-law.
and now 200 to alberto. fuck these people better return my money soon. this is too much.
my sister i know will pay me back, and i'm pretty sure alberto will to. i trust him in that sense. but i don't know about mili. i'm a little scared about that.
i haven't really just thought about things but i don't know. i don't think i'll do anything drastic this time because that has never worked, but i don't feel things the same. he doesn't feel the same. and i still do. like i said, nothing drastic but not the same. something has to change.
i feel really guilty now. i don't know why i didn't call.
i feel so awkward though. its strange. i don't know.
my sister is having a house warming party. sex and the city theme. haha. cosmopolitans + sex and the city movie. it'll be nice.
steph agreed to be my opera buddy so i'm extremely excited. yulie wants to come too but she has to see about the prices. lila wants to tag along too, and i'm sure lucy will love it.
i can't wait. november...
i need to shower. eh.
tomorrow morning i have to get up early do some things around the house and then my sister is inviting me to breakfast. we are making chocolate chip pancakes and scrambled eggs.
i love bill maher. watching the presidential debate at work.
today has been the week of letting people borrow money.
100 to my sister.
100 to my sister's mother-in-law.
and now 200 to alberto. fuck these people better return my money soon. this is too much.
my sister i know will pay me back, and i'm pretty sure alberto will to. i trust him in that sense. but i don't know about mili. i'm a little scared about that.
i haven't really just thought about things but i don't know. i don't think i'll do anything drastic this time because that has never worked, but i don't feel things the same. he doesn't feel the same. and i still do. like i said, nothing drastic but not the same. something has to change.