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okay well i won't stop posting.
all of a sudden i've had a change of mood.
an awakening.
fuck it. i figured out what i had somehow lost along the way.
from now on if i get confused and forget i'll go back, take a look at it, and feel good again.
it is such a waste of my time. i can't believe i have wasted so much time. and not just time. words. i've wasted way too many words.
anyway, i am finally back. thank god.
he's leaving again tomorrow. and we might see each other tomorrow morning before he leaves.
i'm staying till like 2 tomorrow in school cause i'm going to watch milo perform. he invited me. it'll probably be a pretty cool show so i don't mind staying.
i have to go by the fitness department to sign up for a class during the summer. cycling i think.
and i have to go by the communication department to sign up for a speech class for summer.
i've got a couple of things to do in school before i come back home anyway so it'll be cool.
so what else is there to say? you brought this upon yourself.
or well, perhaps i did. cause even though i didn't entirely believe you, i still believed some, and that makes me a moron.
i'm a little upset but mostly at myself for allowing this.
i'm gonna sleep now. well, after watching sex and city of course.
layla tov.
all of a sudden i've had a change of mood.
an awakening.
fuck it. i figured out what i had somehow lost along the way.
from now on if i get confused and forget i'll go back, take a look at it, and feel good again.
it is such a waste of my time. i can't believe i have wasted so much time. and not just time. words. i've wasted way too many words.
anyway, i am finally back. thank god.
he's leaving again tomorrow. and we might see each other tomorrow morning before he leaves.
i'm staying till like 2 tomorrow in school cause i'm going to watch milo perform. he invited me. it'll probably be a pretty cool show so i don't mind staying.
i have to go by the fitness department to sign up for a class during the summer. cycling i think.
and i have to go by the communication department to sign up for a speech class for summer.
i've got a couple of things to do in school before i come back home anyway so it'll be cool.
so what else is there to say? you brought this upon yourself.
or well, perhaps i did. cause even though i didn't entirely believe you, i still believed some, and that makes me a moron.
i'm a little upset but mostly at myself for allowing this.
i'm gonna sleep now. well, after watching sex and city of course.
layla tov.