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So this weekend was totally crazy. Suffice it to say that I had very little spare time at all. Also to say that I've been driving alot; driving for me = alot of time to spend in thought. Here's what I come up with:
-When I realize I'm doing something (like falling for a guy) and I don't want to, or think it's not the best idea for me to like that person, I have a tendency to try to distract myself. Of convince myself in fact that I'm not interested. This is all subconcious, mind you. In this case, the distraction was, funny enough, another guy. Ironically enough, I've played this game before.
-So I realized what was happening, in my mind and whatnot. After, of course, I had made somewhat of an idiot of myself last weekend by asking him if he was attending homecoming. And recieving the response that he was, but with one of his guys friends. Oh, burn. lol. Good thing I didn't end up going with him, because then I would've really been screwed when I realized what my brain was trying to accomplish.
-So I've come to the conclusion that I've pretty much been liking him since the beginningish of school, tried to distract myself with junior-failed, and here I am. No more information for now, because I'm keeping this one-for the most part- under wraps. It's just not in my nature to broadcast...
-So, I've fallen head over heels and I'm totally okay with that. Let's just hope my heart or mind or anything else doesn't try to alter the situation; that's when things get nasty.
-I think entirely too much and should probably be put to sleep.
-And I really need to be putting some more thought into my college situation.
And so ends this post, I'm tired of it. lol. HC- this Saturday. It should be pretty exciting...
Hope you all had a wonderful weekend that wasn't as crazy as mine.
With sleep on her mind,
~Arden
-When I realize I'm doing something (like falling for a guy) and I don't want to, or think it's not the best idea for me to like that person, I have a tendency to try to distract myself. Of convince myself in fact that I'm not interested. This is all subconcious, mind you. In this case, the distraction was, funny enough, another guy. Ironically enough, I've played this game before.
-So I realized what was happening, in my mind and whatnot. After, of course, I had made somewhat of an idiot of myself last weekend by asking him if he was attending homecoming. And recieving the response that he was, but with one of his guys friends. Oh, burn. lol. Good thing I didn't end up going with him, because then I would've really been screwed when I realized what my brain was trying to accomplish.
-So I've come to the conclusion that I've pretty much been liking him since the beginningish of school, tried to distract myself with junior-failed, and here I am. No more information for now, because I'm keeping this one-for the most part- under wraps. It's just not in my nature to broadcast...
-So, I've fallen head over heels and I'm totally okay with that. Let's just hope my heart or mind or anything else doesn't try to alter the situation; that's when things get nasty.
-I think entirely too much and should probably be put to sleep.
-And I really need to be putting some more thought into my college situation.
And so ends this post, I'm tired of it. lol. HC- this Saturday. It should be pretty exciting...
Hope you all had a wonderful weekend that wasn't as crazy as mine.
With sleep on her mind,
~Arden