Aug 20, 2005 19:07
I feel shitty right now. and lonely. and unmotivated to do anything at all.
I wish someone would come over and hug me and tell me everything's gonna be okay and entertain me for awhile. i'm in like my underwear and shit right now, so it'd have to be someone i wouldn't have to change clothes or primp or tidy up for. and someone who just made me happy by being here. where is this person??? nonexistent.
it's saturday night. i should be doing something other than what i'm doing.
we'll see where the evening takes me. evenings don't tend to take me nowhere like they used to. thank god. but i dunno about tonight. ew. oh well.
why am i writing this anyway? goodbye.