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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. I thought I had a crush on you for a while, but I realized that your just the best friend I've ever had. I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
2. You confuse me. I have no clue where we are, or what we're gonna do when we finally meet up. I think you still love me, but I don't love you back, at least I don't think I do.
3. I have the biggest crush on you. You're easy to talk to and relatable and a little bit messed. You scare the crap out of me too though, and you're unpredictable and strong and I want that so bad. But I don't think i really know you.
4. I regret you. You didn't hurt me while we were together but now that i look back I never liked you. You were always that really annoying kid who never shut up about videogames. You picked me up when I was still hurting from him and it wasn't fair for either of us. You're self centered, and selfish, and at my lowest lows I miss you.
5. Are we friends? I'm bad at this whole person to person interaction thing and I'm not really sure.
6. I'm so lost. And it's not you it's just all the time but you don't see it so you don't know and I just need someone to acknowledge that sometimes I'm falling apart.
7. You're gay. but 8 said you make exceptions, and I'm one of them. So sometimes it's kinda hard to hang all over you like I'm used to and to let you grab and play at me and collapse into the best cuddle piles ever. I wish she wouldn't have said anything, I need you. even though you are one of the most egotistical people I've ever met.
8. I envy you. You're gorgeous and nice and creative and interesting and funny and you need to stop biting your fingers and steal some of 7's confidence, it'll do you both some good.
9. I admire you. I'd never tell you this, since you don't like me much, at least I don't think you do. But you're so unashamedly yourself and I kinda want to beat the crap out of everyone who makes snide comments or looks at you funny. I doubt you remember my name on most days. But I do admire you. A lot.
10. You hurt me. You make the biggest assumptions about people and you're just so sure they're true. You hurt people. You sent me into a week of depression and doubting myself. I hate you.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.