4th of july

[greenshade08]

another holiday alone. i'm trying not to think about it but it keeps invading my mind. and i'm not talking 'alone' as in 'single' - though that's certainly true, and even more depressing, so i'll shut up now - but just alone, period. in my apartment. by myself.

it's just these holidays that really remind me.

for fuck's sake, i can't wait to move to massachusetts.