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Apr 06, 2004 17:49

do i isolate myself?

i can't even think of anything to try to expand upon that. i feel like i have the potential to have so many better friends, but i don't. i am thankful, though, for those friends i do have. ugh. i hate these moods.

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I love you! gabeen April 6 2004, 19:10:21 UTC
You have no idea how many times I ponder the exact same question.

I mean, lets face it, staying in on Saturday night to study isn't exactly the best way to make new friends or even make friendships stronger.

But you know, I think to myself, I have a few really close friends that I can count on for anything and that I completely trust and LOVE to hang out with! I would much rather have that then a gaggle of friends anyhow.

I guess I could be considered an isolatist (word? no) but in my mind, I know that what I have is already fulfilling.

You are ALWAYS talking to the phone with someone or on IM or flitting off to see this person and that person....it kinda makes me feel like a big lonely turd (for lack of a better word). How many friends do you have time for anyway???

I love you!! Even if you are a big lonely turd like me....

BUT MAN, if you could erase a board...let me tell you, that would make heads turn....tehehehe

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I LOVE MY MICHELLE! cocoapuffs2 April 6 2004, 22:51:15 UTC
You know that you have so many wonderful friends that are there for you. And who cares if sometimes you stay in instead of going out and meeting new people that you might not ever see again. Sometimes you just need time to be with yourself. Hell, I never go out on the weekends, and look at me. ... Damn it. That doesn't help. Anyway, you know that you are so loved by everyone, and even if you feel like you should have better friends, I don't think you could. I know that I have the best friend in you. And that's what matters. I LOVE MY MICHELLE!

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