uh. fuckshitpiss

[greenrocks]

Well hmm. Uhh. I'm not in a good mood. I feel like almost
everybody is better than me. I've been so shy around people
lately and it's so not like me. I can't even get a guy to
like me. Guys dont really try to get to know me anyway.
Buut I only like one guy, and right now he's seriously
all I want but I know I can't have him. I guess I'll
do without.

Poeple ask me why I dont believe in God. Ok well first of
all, pretty much everything in the bible contradicts science
and when you ask for something .. just one thing, and youve
been asking for a long time, and you never get it, and then
you hurt that bad... why would that happen if Mr. Wonderful
really existed??

I dunno. I need to start hanging out with more people. The
thing is though, is that I dont ask people to hang out really.
I just kinda let them ask me. I dunno. Im gay.. I feel like im
losing all my friends. Oh and good news.. I dont have to go to
that stupid shit that was my so called therapist. UGH im So glad.

well hmm. If anyone wants to hang out soon, let me know.
259-5352

♥AsH