I think I'd be happier If I would've murdered 500 people.
So today had it's good moments, and of course the bad moments.
I didn't have any lunch money today, because all my mom had was
a 20. Bobbi let me borrow one of her like thousands of purses,
and its got cherries on it and on the inside it's red and white,
and it reminds me of cute kitchen wallpaper.It's kinda plaidish.
I feel like im in a really bitchy mood. For like no reason though
becausenothing really went wrong. All except for the fact that only
2 of my prints turned out in photography.
I dunno. I guess just certain people kind of pissed me off today.
Lately it hasn't been what people are saying or talking about that
bothers me , but it's when they just dont say anything and you KNOW
they dont wanna talk to you, but they pretend to listen anyway.
I wish I could just not worry about who likes me, or just not think
about how much I want a boyfriend. I'm just sick of worrying, and I
feel as though I have to. Like with all my shit I have to make up in
school, and usually I'm not the kind of person to care about what my
hair looks like, or if anything is on my face, but lately I've been caring
sooo much. I find myself constantly brushing my hair with my fingers and
I don't like smiling anymore bc I think my teeth are yellow. Like I should
be able to snap my fingers and that should all just go away. I just wish I
could go back to a year ago, and just kinda start over.
hmmh. oh well. im done wishing and complaining.
♥AsH
I didn't have any lunch money today, because all my mom had was
a 20. Bobbi let me borrow one of her like thousands of purses,
and its got cherries on it and on the inside it's red and white,
and it reminds me of cute kitchen wallpaper.It's kinda plaidish.
I feel like im in a really bitchy mood. For like no reason though
becausenothing really went wrong. All except for the fact that only
2 of my prints turned out in photography.
I dunno. I guess just certain people kind of pissed me off today.
Lately it hasn't been what people are saying or talking about that
bothers me , but it's when they just dont say anything and you KNOW
they dont wanna talk to you, but they pretend to listen anyway.
I wish I could just not worry about who likes me, or just not think
about how much I want a boyfriend. I'm just sick of worrying, and I
feel as though I have to. Like with all my shit I have to make up in
school, and usually I'm not the kind of person to care about what my
hair looks like, or if anything is on my face, but lately I've been caring
sooo much. I find myself constantly brushing my hair with my fingers and
I don't like smiling anymore bc I think my teeth are yellow. Like I should
be able to snap my fingers and that should all just go away. I just wish I
could go back to a year ago, and just kinda start over.
hmmh. oh well. im done wishing and complaining.
♥AsH