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[greenriderjoey]

sorry i'm hurting all of you
sorry i'm worrying all of you
i'm not sure what i'm doing
and going with the general flow isn't working
i don't know if it's worse watching this and knowing
or watching you and not having a fucking clue
either way help always seems just out of reach
or it goes unheaded because we don't believe we need it

i wanted to try not to be such a ..well as one person put it a prude.
but i think i ended up more in the direction of whore.

all i can really say is i'm sorry and i know it's used so much it means almost nothing.