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what do you do when someone says they want to be your friend?
what do you do when someone says they want to be your fuck buddy?
what do you do when someone says they want to to love you?
what do you say to all these people?
the answers are pretty easy to come up with for the first two, but what about the third?
i hionestly think it's a horrible idea, that it would fuck things up more then when i was dating eric... oh so much more.
do i say it's not worth it? do i miss out on the chance that maybe this could work in some twisted fucked up way? do i ignore the chance to take a risk and maybe miss out on what ever this has to offer.
all i can think about is how much this could fuck up everything else. why does it matter so much? because i hate the feeling of being completely alone when the relationship is gone? why can't just for once a relationship present it's self in which i wouldn't lose friends over it? i hate the feeling that i'm being controlled by this.
god i'm so fucking confused why the hell did i open my mouth? and how the hell do i get myself into these situations. just once i'd like to make friends with a guy on said level and not have be or become interested in me.
what do you do when someone says they want to be your fuck buddy?
what do you do when someone says they want to to love you?
what do you say to all these people?
the answers are pretty easy to come up with for the first two, but what about the third?
i hionestly think it's a horrible idea, that it would fuck things up more then when i was dating eric... oh so much more.
do i say it's not worth it? do i miss out on the chance that maybe this could work in some twisted fucked up way? do i ignore the chance to take a risk and maybe miss out on what ever this has to offer.
all i can think about is how much this could fuck up everything else. why does it matter so much? because i hate the feeling of being completely alone when the relationship is gone? why can't just for once a relationship present it's self in which i wouldn't lose friends over it? i hate the feeling that i'm being controlled by this.
god i'm so fucking confused why the hell did i open my mouth? and how the hell do i get myself into these situations. just once i'd like to make friends with a guy on said level and not have be or become interested in me.