i'm talkin' 'bout nobody
middlesex is good, much like the virgin suicides
i feel weird right now...i haven't had to feel this vulnerable in awhile. even the official thing didn't make me feel all awry. whatever...one thing i've been taught in the last couple is that whenever i feel sorry for myself, i can always rely on the fact that i'm probably to blame. that sets me upright again.
have you ever had this disgusted, painful feeling and you start to cry and think that that'll wash the feeling away, but when it doesn't feel any better you feel ridiculously anxious. i've never had an anxiety attack, or broken anything...there's a lot of things i haven't done....i kind of want to experience some of those things just to show myself that they're real.
i feel weird right now...i haven't had to feel this vulnerable in awhile. even the official thing didn't make me feel all awry. whatever...one thing i've been taught in the last couple is that whenever i feel sorry for myself, i can always rely on the fact that i'm probably to blame. that sets me upright again.
have you ever had this disgusted, painful feeling and you start to cry and think that that'll wash the feeling away, but when it doesn't feel any better you feel ridiculously anxious. i've never had an anxiety attack, or broken anything...there's a lot of things i haven't done....i kind of want to experience some of those things just to show myself that they're real.