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Four years ago I met my FEAR.
It was the fear of joy of calm...
I was doing Lou Corona's alchemy breathwork and felt the bottom.
The bottom spoke.
- What are you living for? - she asked?
- I can't complain... i mean... I do not know! I do not work.. I do not see.. The aim, the goal, the luck ... is just TO BE
She answered - "whether it is you who seeks, or you who sees - the coin flips
and in the flow
the life begins"
I disappeared. A stroke had hit me.
Underlying grace.
The grace of life is what it was. The oure vision
Irresistible. But how to... go, proceed, try out, BE?
- "Just be" - She spoke.
And in the wow... did I dissolve.
My graceful ME forgot to ask - "but how to move?"
- be still. In stillness praise the God...
- The God within?
- The God without,
there is no life..
I God you be,
my dear child.
And she was gone.
The taste was left. And I was cold. I was alone.