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Wrote this last night but internet crapped out so i'm posting it today.
well i havent posted in a long time and since i have nothing to do right now it seems like a good idea. First off i went to a pretty awesome party last night with ricky's old manager at pizza hut natasha walsh. She went to high school with us, but i never really knew her. Ricky showed up after work around 2 which made it even better. I have to say i haven't partied like that in some time and it felt good. Recently ive been kinda feeling that party itch, really wanting to just destress and have a good night of socializing. It definitely did it for me and now i feel 100% again, ready to move.
Moving. I've moved before and i've lived up north before, but not like this. I'm not moving into dorms or a place i plan to be for just a couple quarters till summer comes. I'm moving out with all my stuff into a house with my name on the lease. Birch bay/bellingham is now my home and permanent residence. Marysville is my childhood town, my old home is my parents house, and my room is for guests. Now don't get me wrong, i have no qualms about leaving marysville. Bellingham was my home away from home for 2 years and i loved it. Theres just something about emptying out my room and knowing i'm not coming home for summer which makes this move so much bigger. But it's worth it, no matter how stressful and crazy it's making my life at the moment.
I really am excited to move. I'm excited to get back in school, live with anna and megan and really to leave marysville. Tomorrow anna, megan and I are opening a joint bank account to make paying bills easier. This week i'm only working half days so i can hopefully have time in the afternoon to start packing stuff. Wednesday i'm going to costco with my mom to see if i can get a card. Thursday anna, sean, ricky, anna's little sister and I are going to a comedy show in seattle. Then friday i have work off and at the moment i think its megan and i driving up in the morning to get the keys and pay december's rent. I'll be taking a load of stuff up with me and a bunch of primer to get started on my room. It's currently a really bright bright blue, which is cool but i know i'll get sick of real quick. So i'll be priming on friday, staying the night then painting on saturday. I have two christmas parties on saturday and then i'll be heading back up on sunday to check how the paint is and see if i need a second coat. My aunt is also suppose to come up on saturday to drop off a queen sized bed she's giving me. Now sometime during this week i've also got to try and schedule in an eye doctor appointment, a dentist appointment and make it to one of my brothers swim meets.
It won't be that bad when i actually do all this, it's just a lot to keep track of and have on my mind all the time. Luckily christmas shopping is going well and i don't have that looming holiday hanging over my head.
Lately all i've been doing has just been working, seeing ricky and spending time with my family. I really really can't stand my job right now and can't wait for my last day. It's freezing cold, i wear snow pants with thick fleece leggings, a polypropalene shirt, a sweatshirt and a wool jacket on top. I'm always adorned with a hat and scarf yet i still manage to get chills and goosebumps working there. Ricky is great and by far the best thing in my life right now. I can't describe how happy and fortunate i feel to be with him. I'm finally with someone who i not only respect, trust, and care about, but that respects, trusts and cares about me as well. I finally feel like i'm in a mature, adult relationship and it's amazing. Moving's going to be tough, i'm gonna miss him a lot, but things will work out and it could be much worse. My family is, well my family. Since the big fights during summer and living with anna our relationship has gotten a lot better, but i'm finding that it's still strained at times and some things i've noticed have been shifting back to the old ways, especially my mom. It's all coming to a close soon and no matter how hard it's been to hold my tongue and bear it this last couple of weeks, it's much better to keep the peace and make a smooth break from them. I know that my increased time spent at the house has meant a lot to them as well.
hmmm... this turned into a pretty lengthy post and being past 12 i need to go to bed, but it did feel really good to just write all my thoughts and happenings down. Sorry if it was boring, you didn't have to read it all.
well i havent posted in a long time and since i have nothing to do right now it seems like a good idea. First off i went to a pretty awesome party last night with ricky's old manager at pizza hut natasha walsh. She went to high school with us, but i never really knew her. Ricky showed up after work around 2 which made it even better. I have to say i haven't partied like that in some time and it felt good. Recently ive been kinda feeling that party itch, really wanting to just destress and have a good night of socializing. It definitely did it for me and now i feel 100% again, ready to move.
Moving. I've moved before and i've lived up north before, but not like this. I'm not moving into dorms or a place i plan to be for just a couple quarters till summer comes. I'm moving out with all my stuff into a house with my name on the lease. Birch bay/bellingham is now my home and permanent residence. Marysville is my childhood town, my old home is my parents house, and my room is for guests. Now don't get me wrong, i have no qualms about leaving marysville. Bellingham was my home away from home for 2 years and i loved it. Theres just something about emptying out my room and knowing i'm not coming home for summer which makes this move so much bigger. But it's worth it, no matter how stressful and crazy it's making my life at the moment.
I really am excited to move. I'm excited to get back in school, live with anna and megan and really to leave marysville. Tomorrow anna, megan and I are opening a joint bank account to make paying bills easier. This week i'm only working half days so i can hopefully have time in the afternoon to start packing stuff. Wednesday i'm going to costco with my mom to see if i can get a card. Thursday anna, sean, ricky, anna's little sister and I are going to a comedy show in seattle. Then friday i have work off and at the moment i think its megan and i driving up in the morning to get the keys and pay december's rent. I'll be taking a load of stuff up with me and a bunch of primer to get started on my room. It's currently a really bright bright blue, which is cool but i know i'll get sick of real quick. So i'll be priming on friday, staying the night then painting on saturday. I have two christmas parties on saturday and then i'll be heading back up on sunday to check how the paint is and see if i need a second coat. My aunt is also suppose to come up on saturday to drop off a queen sized bed she's giving me. Now sometime during this week i've also got to try and schedule in an eye doctor appointment, a dentist appointment and make it to one of my brothers swim meets.
It won't be that bad when i actually do all this, it's just a lot to keep track of and have on my mind all the time. Luckily christmas shopping is going well and i don't have that looming holiday hanging over my head.
Lately all i've been doing has just been working, seeing ricky and spending time with my family. I really really can't stand my job right now and can't wait for my last day. It's freezing cold, i wear snow pants with thick fleece leggings, a polypropalene shirt, a sweatshirt and a wool jacket on top. I'm always adorned with a hat and scarf yet i still manage to get chills and goosebumps working there. Ricky is great and by far the best thing in my life right now. I can't describe how happy and fortunate i feel to be with him. I'm finally with someone who i not only respect, trust, and care about, but that respects, trusts and cares about me as well. I finally feel like i'm in a mature, adult relationship and it's amazing. Moving's going to be tough, i'm gonna miss him a lot, but things will work out and it could be much worse. My family is, well my family. Since the big fights during summer and living with anna our relationship has gotten a lot better, but i'm finding that it's still strained at times and some things i've noticed have been shifting back to the old ways, especially my mom. It's all coming to a close soon and no matter how hard it's been to hold my tongue and bear it this last couple of weeks, it's much better to keep the peace and make a smooth break from them. I know that my increased time spent at the house has meant a lot to them as well.
hmmm... this turned into a pretty lengthy post and being past 12 i need to go to bed, but it did feel really good to just write all my thoughts and happenings down. Sorry if it was boring, you didn't have to read it all.