Wanting stuff that isn't good for you!
Have you had this or maybe it's just me but you think you want something and you get it and you don't want it at all! That is exactly what has happened to me recently. I thought i wanted to out with a guy and i ended up going out with him and realised that I was fine with being single and just because you like some1 and they like you there is no need to go out just because of that! Things are complicated and when you're a Christian as I am it just seems more complicated.
So me at 21 had my first boyfriend that lasted less than 2 weeks does that make me sad? NO! Yes I have wanted a boyfriend and i can get down about it but there is a reason why it hasn't happened and that is because 1) Haven't found the right bloke 2) I'm not ready for a relationship.
There are things in my life i need 2 sort out that i won't go into but i need to sort them out before I can introduce anyone else into my life.
As for the boy I think we may become good friends and that is all, I think we rushed into a relationship when we needed to get to know each other first. But i'm slightly annoyed that he felt the need to rush home and change his facebook relationship status to single when it was 4am!
So me at 21 had my first boyfriend that lasted less than 2 weeks does that make me sad? NO! Yes I have wanted a boyfriend and i can get down about it but there is a reason why it hasn't happened and that is because 1) Haven't found the right bloke 2) I'm not ready for a relationship.
There are things in my life i need 2 sort out that i won't go into but i need to sort them out before I can introduce anyone else into my life.
As for the boy I think we may become good friends and that is all, I think we rushed into a relationship when we needed to get to know each other first. But i'm slightly annoyed that he felt the need to rush home and change his facebook relationship status to single when it was 4am!