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you know what? screw all this! i'm just going to apply for a job at petsmart or something and tell them i'm available to work whenever. i'm just going to pretend the last year or so of my life never happened. they're not going to send me to jail or anything, just kick me out and leave a black mark on my record. i've got plenty of those already. it's not worth all of this misery i'm putting myself through.
so yeah. i'm starting over, with a hardly clean slate. but whatever. i'm sure i'll live to regret this, but at least i'll live. i was seriously going to kill myself this morning. i actually slept OK on that. you know what? screw feeling like that. i'm going to petsmart this weekend and getting an application. hopefully the fact that my cousin works at another one of their stores will get me a sortof boost in getting employment with them. plus i did work at Companion, and i think Della would give me an OK review.
I'll just say I took a year off from life to travel or something on my application to explain my unemployment. it's sortof true right?
anyway... :-P wish me luck or something like it.
so yeah. i'm starting over, with a hardly clean slate. but whatever. i'm sure i'll live to regret this, but at least i'll live. i was seriously going to kill myself this morning. i actually slept OK on that. you know what? screw feeling like that. i'm going to petsmart this weekend and getting an application. hopefully the fact that my cousin works at another one of their stores will get me a sortof boost in getting employment with them. plus i did work at Companion, and i think Della would give me an OK review.
I'll just say I took a year off from life to travel or something on my application to explain my unemployment. it's sortof true right?
anyway... :-P wish me luck or something like it.