Past life and Karma?
I really don't pay that much attention to all that crap, really.I did this online reading today, it's very vague.... But...
3 years ago me and a friend of mine after skipping school went to her neighbor who is an astrologist (and by some a psychic) to "help" with some of our questions.
She asked why she had bad luck with pretty much everything. I asked why I had such a tough time opening up in relationships. We wrote our questions on paper and didn't let him look until he told us to at the end. He did these charts of our past lives.
Apparently in my 3 past lives I was a man. In every one of those I was a major asshole it seems. In one I was a man who frequently beat up his wife. In one I actually killed someone but it was an accident. And in the last one I was a violent alcoholic. No need to tell what he said to my friend I think.
Anyways, when he at the end asked me to give him my paper with the question and he read it, he looked at me with these sad eyes. He told me that I have a hard time opening up because I feel that there is something rotten within me and that I would just end up hurting those I love in the end anyway. He said stuff like the soul wishes to be good and so an instinct remains within us from our past lives as an experience which guides us through all our incarnations. The bastard told me that maybe it's better for me to keep a part of myself hidden from my lovers.
Although their views on the matter are a hell of a lot different he got the same part about "believing there is something rotten" as my therapist did. But my therapist said I should work on trusting myself and opening up. X3
I trust the therapist more for the cure! Hehehe! But it really is something to think about at the end of the day, even for the nonbelievers like me.
3 years ago me and a friend of mine after skipping school went to her neighbor who is an astrologist (and by some a psychic) to "help" with some of our questions.
She asked why she had bad luck with pretty much everything. I asked why I had such a tough time opening up in relationships. We wrote our questions on paper and didn't let him look until he told us to at the end. He did these charts of our past lives.
Apparently in my 3 past lives I was a man. In every one of those I was a major asshole it seems. In one I was a man who frequently beat up his wife. In one I actually killed someone but it was an accident. And in the last one I was a violent alcoholic. No need to tell what he said to my friend I think.
Anyways, when he at the end asked me to give him my paper with the question and he read it, he looked at me with these sad eyes. He told me that I have a hard time opening up because I feel that there is something rotten within me and that I would just end up hurting those I love in the end anyway. He said stuff like the soul wishes to be good and so an instinct remains within us from our past lives as an experience which guides us through all our incarnations. The bastard told me that maybe it's better for me to keep a part of myself hidden from my lovers.
Although their views on the matter are a hell of a lot different he got the same part about "believing there is something rotten" as my therapist did. But my therapist said I should work on trusting myself and opening up. X3
I trust the therapist more for the cure! Hehehe! But it really is something to think about at the end of the day, even for the nonbelievers like me.