Confession in the night - ReitaxUruha
Title: Confession in the night
Authour: Dana
Pairing: ReitaxUruha
Rating: NC-15 I think... O_o
Warnings: Yaoi, manxman, some sex
Genre: fluff, romance, some angsty feelings
Disclaimer: I own nothing and make no profit with this
Note: Written for aliale as a x-mass gift. She wished: 7.) a Reita x Uruha drawing!! *_* But I can't draw to save my life... T_T
Reita gazed down upon the body sprawled on the bed beneath him, beginning to feel somewhat mesmerized by its beauty. There were such poetic things he would have said to that beauty, so many romantic ideas to be explored. But no, he could not say that he thought that perfect face was sculpted by angels as proof there is heaven, not that he thought those eyes were given that passionate glow by the devil himself to taunt simple mortal hearts. No, that kind of things had to be kept inside and all his feeling expressed by straightforward simple words to be said as some sort of a vulgar joke.
And even now when the object of his desire was right there in his grasp; waiting and wanting, naked and completely submissive, he had to hold it back. He kept telling himself to just pretend its only sex. Only working out frustration and fallow energy.
“What are you spacing out for?” Uruha brought a hand to cup Reita’s face. “Are you alright?”
Reita shook his head, “What?”
A small smile spread across Uruha’s face “Am I that beautiful I entrance you?”
“Heh! Now you really are a narcissist Ruki accuses you of being!” Reita took Uruha’s hands in his own and pinned them above his head. He spoke against the soft skin of the delicate neck line. “But it really fits you, doesn’t it?”
“I’m not a narcissist!” Uruha tried to sound offended but failed due to the soft sigh that escaped his lips as Reita’s tongue pressed against his neck.
He wanted to tell Uruha just how true his words were, but he couldn’t. It would be a confession of something he still wasn’t too sure he was ready to deal with. So even in such a position there was to room for fluffy feathery talk. He fought against himself; even wanting it so badly to go on forever, he knew he had to end it as soon as possible and without any hesitations.
He lifted himself off Uruha’s body. He looked down upon Uruha’s face to see if there was any trace of hesitation, but Uruha’s eyes simply looked inquisitive. His coarse hands traveled down Uruha’s thighs down to his knees, he gripped them and spread Uruha’s legs, all the while listening for even the smallest hint that Uruha might wish for him to stop. But made no sound was made.
He soaked his index and middle fingers with saliva and pressed against the tight ring of muscles. The thoughts in his mind turning into nothing more then a buzz. He pressed in slowly, heard Uruha take a sharp breath but continued none the less, steadily pushing two fingers in all the way. He spread his fingers as he pulled them out, stretching the entrance.
The moment Reita’s fingers pushed in Uruha threw his head back and gripped the sheets, arms still above his head where Reita left them; he tried hard to silence himself as much as he could. He hissed hoping Reita would take his time to let him adjust, but almost instantly Reita spread his fingers inside him. Sharp pain shot up his spine and he pulled on the sheets so hard he tore them off the upper corners of the mattress.
“You are really going to go through with this, Reita?” Uruha asked breathlessly.
“What?” Reita looked up. Uruha looked offended, almost hurt.
“Fine then, if this is all you need.” Uruha sighed as Reita’s fingers left his body. “Then just do it, fuck me and never expect anything else!”
“Wait? What the hell is this about?” Reita asked, truly confused.
Uruha tried to push himself up into a sitting and far move dignifying position but failed as pain shot thought him again and he fell back against the bed.
“You never did this before?” Reita pinned Uruha back down with his own body to stop him from trying to get up.
“What do you think?”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
Uruha seemed to contemplate an answer for a while. “I wanted to see what you would do, how you would go about this.”
“How I would have sex with you?”
“How you would treat me!” Uruha shot back annoyed and slightly embarrassed.
Silence fell upon the room as Reita looked sadly into Uruha’s eyes, giving up all his internal battles; he lowered his lips upon Uruha’s letting them only touch until Uruha invited him to go further. When the kiss broke Uruha’s eyes still remained closed and Reita just watched him.
“What do you want Uruha? Do you want me to be gentle or submissive?”
Uruha sighed and turned his head away from Reita opening his eyes to gaze at the emptiness.
“No, that is not it. I want you to love me.”
Reita linked a finger under Uruha’s chin and turned his head to look into his eyes. “If you want me to love you, Uruha, you already have that.”
Uruha’s eyes widened, “Really?”
Reita smiled. “To tell the truth, more them anything in the world I’m afraid of you. Afraid of your judgment and rejection. So for the longest time now I’ve been fighting against myself. You play around; you tease and joke, flaunt your beauty. How do you expect anyone to take you seriously?”
Uruha pouted. “I’m just a bit mischievous!”
“I know.” Reita spoke softly. “But dear, you must know when it’s time to end the game and just be real. Some day it might not be me, someone who loves you so much. Someday you might run into someone who won’t like your games and who will hurt you.”
“Do you really want me?” Uruha smiled.
“I think that much is obvious.” Reita chuckled. His hand traveled down Uruha’s body to grip his hip and he buried his face in the crook of Uruha’s neck.
“Then you won’t mind if we don’t have sex tonight. That really hurt and I’m not sure I want to try it again so soon.”
Reita sighed in defeat. “I guess I should just get used to this kind of stuff.” He rolled off Uruha’s body; he glanced to see Uruha was smiling.
“Yeah, maybe you should.” Uruha pulled the covers over their bodies and gave Reita one more kiss before he snuggled up in his arms.
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Word from Dana: This is what happens when people try to write during a major block... I know it's not much... T_T
But I hope aliale likes it!
Authour: Dana
Pairing: ReitaxUruha
Rating: NC-15 I think... O_o
Warnings: Yaoi, manxman, some sex
Genre: fluff, romance, some angsty feelings
Disclaimer: I own nothing and make no profit with this
Note: Written for aliale as a x-mass gift. She wished: 7.) a Reita x Uruha drawing!! *_* But I can't draw to save my life... T_T
Reita gazed down upon the body sprawled on the bed beneath him, beginning to feel somewhat mesmerized by its beauty. There were such poetic things he would have said to that beauty, so many romantic ideas to be explored. But no, he could not say that he thought that perfect face was sculpted by angels as proof there is heaven, not that he thought those eyes were given that passionate glow by the devil himself to taunt simple mortal hearts. No, that kind of things had to be kept inside and all his feeling expressed by straightforward simple words to be said as some sort of a vulgar joke.
And even now when the object of his desire was right there in his grasp; waiting and wanting, naked and completely submissive, he had to hold it back. He kept telling himself to just pretend its only sex. Only working out frustration and fallow energy.
“What are you spacing out for?” Uruha brought a hand to cup Reita’s face. “Are you alright?”
Reita shook his head, “What?”
A small smile spread across Uruha’s face “Am I that beautiful I entrance you?”
“Heh! Now you really are a narcissist Ruki accuses you of being!” Reita took Uruha’s hands in his own and pinned them above his head. He spoke against the soft skin of the delicate neck line. “But it really fits you, doesn’t it?”
“I’m not a narcissist!” Uruha tried to sound offended but failed due to the soft sigh that escaped his lips as Reita’s tongue pressed against his neck.
He wanted to tell Uruha just how true his words were, but he couldn’t. It would be a confession of something he still wasn’t too sure he was ready to deal with. So even in such a position there was to room for fluffy feathery talk. He fought against himself; even wanting it so badly to go on forever, he knew he had to end it as soon as possible and without any hesitations.
He lifted himself off Uruha’s body. He looked down upon Uruha’s face to see if there was any trace of hesitation, but Uruha’s eyes simply looked inquisitive. His coarse hands traveled down Uruha’s thighs down to his knees, he gripped them and spread Uruha’s legs, all the while listening for even the smallest hint that Uruha might wish for him to stop. But made no sound was made.
He soaked his index and middle fingers with saliva and pressed against the tight ring of muscles. The thoughts in his mind turning into nothing more then a buzz. He pressed in slowly, heard Uruha take a sharp breath but continued none the less, steadily pushing two fingers in all the way. He spread his fingers as he pulled them out, stretching the entrance.
The moment Reita’s fingers pushed in Uruha threw his head back and gripped the sheets, arms still above his head where Reita left them; he tried hard to silence himself as much as he could. He hissed hoping Reita would take his time to let him adjust, but almost instantly Reita spread his fingers inside him. Sharp pain shot up his spine and he pulled on the sheets so hard he tore them off the upper corners of the mattress.
“You are really going to go through with this, Reita?” Uruha asked breathlessly.
“What?” Reita looked up. Uruha looked offended, almost hurt.
“Fine then, if this is all you need.” Uruha sighed as Reita’s fingers left his body. “Then just do it, fuck me and never expect anything else!”
“Wait? What the hell is this about?” Reita asked, truly confused.
Uruha tried to push himself up into a sitting and far move dignifying position but failed as pain shot thought him again and he fell back against the bed.
“You never did this before?” Reita pinned Uruha back down with his own body to stop him from trying to get up.
“What do you think?”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
Uruha seemed to contemplate an answer for a while. “I wanted to see what you would do, how you would go about this.”
“How I would have sex with you?”
“How you would treat me!” Uruha shot back annoyed and slightly embarrassed.
Silence fell upon the room as Reita looked sadly into Uruha’s eyes, giving up all his internal battles; he lowered his lips upon Uruha’s letting them only touch until Uruha invited him to go further. When the kiss broke Uruha’s eyes still remained closed and Reita just watched him.
“What do you want Uruha? Do you want me to be gentle or submissive?”
Uruha sighed and turned his head away from Reita opening his eyes to gaze at the emptiness.
“No, that is not it. I want you to love me.”
Reita linked a finger under Uruha’s chin and turned his head to look into his eyes. “If you want me to love you, Uruha, you already have that.”
Uruha’s eyes widened, “Really?”
Reita smiled. “To tell the truth, more them anything in the world I’m afraid of you. Afraid of your judgment and rejection. So for the longest time now I’ve been fighting against myself. You play around; you tease and joke, flaunt your beauty. How do you expect anyone to take you seriously?”
Uruha pouted. “I’m just a bit mischievous!”
“I know.” Reita spoke softly. “But dear, you must know when it’s time to end the game and just be real. Some day it might not be me, someone who loves you so much. Someday you might run into someone who won’t like your games and who will hurt you.”
“Do you really want me?” Uruha smiled.
“I think that much is obvious.” Reita chuckled. His hand traveled down Uruha’s body to grip his hip and he buried his face in the crook of Uruha’s neck.
“Then you won’t mind if we don’t have sex tonight. That really hurt and I’m not sure I want to try it again so soon.”
Reita sighed in defeat. “I guess I should just get used to this kind of stuff.” He rolled off Uruha’s body; he glanced to see Uruha was smiling.
“Yeah, maybe you should.” Uruha pulled the covers over their bodies and gave Reita one more kiss before he snuggled up in his arms.
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Word from Dana: This is what happens when people try to write during a major block... I know it's not much... T_T
But I hope aliale likes it!