Understanding - Chapter 12
Title: Understanding
Rating: NC-17
Author: Dana (me)
Warning: yaoi, mpreg, noncon, crack, none beta
Pairing: Reita x Saga
Fandom: Jrock, gazette, alice nine
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my own insanity, and I make no money with this... or in any other way... >_>
Author's note: ZOMG! Saga pregy & very, very special! Poor Reita...
Plot: you should really know by now... X3
Previous chapter
Warning: We finally get to "that night". This might leave you with a sour taste. The part will be Italic so that you can skip reading it if non-con is not your liking!
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Saga wondered why he brought Reita to his room, but he couldn’t deny he was horny and overly enjoying Reita’s needy and possessive touch. He has spent most of the night erotically teasing Reita, opening up just enough to make the other hunger for him even more. To some extent he did cause what happened to him. He shouldn’t have taken on a job he couldn’t finish.
Saga quickly realized he got in too deep. Reita was wild, kissing him with almost furious passion, bruising his lips, biting his neck and shoulders, licking his jaw line, making him moan and getting even more aroused by it. Saga fought hard to gather his wits while being treated in such feral way. His body loved it and reacted to it.
“Reita stop.” He breathed, whispered, finally pulling himself together as Reita pushed him onto the bed and crawled over him.
Reita didn’t stop. He started to take of Saga shirt but met resistance.
“No.” Saga looked him in the eyes when he at least got Reita’s attention. “Stop!”
Reita’s face turned grim. “Bitch! You asked for this! You want this!”
Saga tried to push him off, panic rising in him, filling his ever pore. He kept pressing his hands against Reita’s shoulders, pushing him away. Didn’t have a good effect. Reita backhanded him, the sharp and strong slap sent tears of pain into Saga’s eyes. Frightened and shocked, Saga tried once more to free himself. He tried to land a punch in Reita’s face but failed, however as Reita moved back to dodge his fist he lost some balance that helped him keep a firm position over Saga. Seeing his chance Saga pushed Reita off. Reita was intoxicated so his motor skills weren’t all that brilliant.
It was easy to hold a firm grip on Saga when he could use his own weight to hold him down. But as Saga pushed him off he had trouble keeping his balance and fell backwards. That was more then enough to piss him off. Saga got off the bed but got stupid. He wondered if he had hurt Reita and instead of running he just stood by the bed, looking to see if Reita was alright.
He was more them alright, he landed on his pride. And now he was infuriated. He got up and walked towards Saga who finally tried to run away. Too late, he had his chance while Reita was on the floor trying to gather his strength to get up. Reita caught Saga by the wrist as the other turned around to run away. He gripped his wrist so tight he nearly broke it.
Saga yelped and tried to free himself, he turned around to face Reita and took another swing at him. He missed again, this time not because Reita evaded it but because he flinched as Reita twisted his arm he still held grip of.
Reita pulled Saga to him twisting his still captive arm behind his back; he caught his other arm to and did the same with it. Saga couldn’t move, Reita had his arms around him, gripping and twisting his wrists behind his back.
Saga closed his eyes as he felt Reita’s tongue trace over his jaw line. Their bodies pressed together he felt Reita’s arousal against his thigh.
“Please let me go.” He pleaded with Reita. “I’m sorry, I don’t want this.”
“But I do.” Reita grinned. He released Saga’s arms as soon as the other stopped fidgeting. He pushed Saga back onto the bed and climbed over him. “I want this.”
Saga’s shirt was ripped off before Reita got to taking off his pants. Saga tried to protest but he soon got hit. This time it was no slap. The force of the punch brought mist before Saga’s eyes. While he was lost in the hazy world Reita continued to undress him. He saw clearly what was going on but found no strength to fight it. When Reita removed his pants all Saga could do was close himself off and hope for any kind of miracle to pull him out of the nightmare.
He pressed his legs together, terrified of being exposed. He tried to reason with the overly heated, drunk man again. “Please stop.” He couldn’t even scream anymore. “Reita, you don’t understand, I can’t to this.”
Reita was too far gone. He didn’t pay attention to the pleas and cries. The look in his eyes was cloudy and filled with intoxicated lust. A primal urge driving him to only recognize his need. He gripped Saga’s kneels and spread them apart.
Saga tried to keep his legs together but failed. He threw his head to the side and closed his eyes, waiting for Reita to respond to what he saw between Saga’s legs. He felt Reita’s breath against the skin of his neck and before he could even wonder is Reita even saw it, he arched his back and screamed.
He felt pain like he was stabbed; like something within him was ripped apart. Reita thrust within him without much thought, hard and fast. Saga voiced a stream of screams and moans as he felt Reita move within him. But soon the pained lessened as his body slowly got used to the intrusion and lubricated. Reita groaned in pleasure and thrust in faster and harder to drive himself to climax, his mouth hung open and his eyes closed as he plunged himself deeper into the body squirming beneath him. Even if it didn’t hurt as much, Saga still felt no pleasure in the act. Reita pinned his arms over his head when he tried to claw his shoulders, desperate to stop the pain and humiliation.
Reita threw his head back and climaxed with a feral groan. He rolled off the body beneath him and drowsiness took over him. Soon enough he passed out.
Saga didn’t dare move until he was sure Reita was asleep. His hand ghosted down between his legs. The folds of his female sex were warm and wet. He could feel the blood stream down while Reita was still within him. He shivered as he got up, it still hurt. He silently made his way to the bathroom and shower.
Saga sighed as warm water ran down his abused body. Looking down he saw blood was washed away slowly. When he saw Reita’s sperm run down his legs he had no idea just how dire the consequences of that one night would be. He caressed his female sex again, cleaning himself.
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Couldn’t help but think about in the evening, alone in the silence. He has forgiven it all and it didn’t bother him the way it did before. It was a wound that healed. Saga knew he has provoked Reita. Nothing would have happened had he not teased Reita so much. Besides, no matter how nasty their first time was things were going great between them now.
Saga yawned and pulled his covers up. He was glad another bothersome day was over.
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Reita sat on a couch in the doctor’s office, the doctor sat next to him, opposite of them were Saga’s parents in two chairs. Reita greeted them politely but as usually he was greeted with glares, but this time only from the mother. Saga’s father look a bit uneasy, he kept shifting in his seat.
“We want to talk with you about the future of our son.” Saga’s mother started, she threw and angry scowl at her husband when he made a fake cough.
“What is it that you would like to know? I’m sure the doctor has given you all the detail by now.” Reita wasn’t scared this time, in fact he was aggravated.
“I want him home, him and our grand daughter, when he leaves the hospital. He needs to be with his family.”
“Saga has his own family now.” The doctor spoke calmly.
“Yes. He wants us to be a family.” Reita added.
“You raped him! How dare you speak of family when you made that child in such a way?!” The woman glared at Reita.
“I made a mistake. It’s not on you to forgive me or to retort me with it. Saga has forgiven me.”
The doctor spoke again. “I understand you fear for your son, but there is nothing to be afraid of. Reita is not a bad man; he is a good man that made a mistake. He has more then proven himself that he will take care of his family.”
“Besides, Saga is not a child. He knows what he wants and how to take care of himself!” Reita added.
“He is confused and emotional! I know how vulnerable heart is when a life grows within you!”
“Saga could have aborted, this was his choice. He chose to have that life grow within him. And Saga is a lot stronger emotionally then you will give him credits for. He is taking this very well considering everything. There are three men in this room. I’m sure if you ask any of us we will tell you we’d be long lost and hopeless if we were in Saga’s condition.” The doctor spoke.
Saga’s mother looked over at her husband who nodded at the doctor’s statement. Reita too was nodding. Come to think of it, he probably would have killed himself or have a nervous break down should he have to bear a child.
Reita spoke calmly this time. “Your son isn’t weak, nor is he stupid.”
“Perhaps it’s time you cut the umbilical cord dear.” Saga’s father finally spoke.
She did not expect her husband to go against her. “But, we are talking about the man that raped our son; do you really want him raising our grandchild?”
“A few months ago you viewed our grandchild as a nasty parasite and nothing more. Something that should not have happened to your precious son. You were annoyed that he moved on and no longer needed his mother to fuss about him, that he was so grown up a responsible.” He looked serious and annoyed, when he continued he looked at Reita.
“You truly have proven that what ever happened that night was a mistake on your part. I trust you would never hurt him again, right?”
Reita nodded, he was still in shock.
He spoke to the doctor next. “You know their relationship better then we do and you said that you trust Reita. I believe you.”
“That is right.” The doctor looked at Saga’s mother. “Reita was right by Saga’s side through all of this. As someone who only developed an interest in the situation so later on and only when realizing there was no going back, you have no right to play a tormented mother or a victim.”
“I still don’t think my son is making the right choice here.” The woman got up and gracefully walked out of the office.
Saga’s father sighed. “She has always been like that.”
“Thank you.” Reita said to him.
The man got up and offered Reita a handshake. “No need to thank me. You deserve some credit, I’m sure this is not easy ride for you.”
Reita couldn’t believe he actually shook hands with Saga’s father. Finally at least one of them stopped hating him.
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When Saga’s mother walked into her son’s hospital room she saw Saga was not alone. She respectfully asked the two boys to leave while she talked to her son. When they were alone she sat on Saga’s bed by his side.
“You should come home when you give birth to her.” She gave Saga the most loving smile. “I will help you with the baby, I really do know quite a lot about them.”
“I need to learn to take care of her myself. And mom, I already have my own home.”
“I worry about you. That man is not your family, you should be with people who love you and care about what is best for you.”
“Reita and this child are my family, and Reita cares about me greatly. Mom, I know what you are doing and I want you to stop it. I love you and I want you to be involved in my daughter’s life, but I’m her mother and Reita is her father, we can take care of her and each other.”
“He raped you.” She looked sadly at her son.
Saga sighed. “You don’t know the details of that night. What ever Reita did, to some extent I caused. I even brought him to my room. That should tell you I wasn’t very responsible that night either.”
“You caused it? Don’t be stupid.”
“I didn’t want to tell you this, I told dad because I knew you wouldn’t understand it. Let’s say I am a woman, and I spend the whole night sexually teasing a man and pouring drinks into his glass. Later on into the night, I still haven’t had enough fun. I bring the man into my room and play with his mind some more. Then when things get too hot I push him away.”
“But you pushed him away! You didn’t want anything to happen.”
“Yes mom, but only after I worked him up. That is why I told dad, a woman can’t understand that kind of things.” He sighed. “Mom, I’m not a child. I love Reita and he loves me. And we are having a child and we are living together, we are a family. Maybe it didn’t all go off on a great start, but everything is coming together well. Just trust me to make my own choices.”
The mother sighed in defeat and hugged her son. “You really are grown up. I’m sure you will be a great mother. But this doesn’t mean I’m on good terms with the father. He still needs to redeem himself in my eyes.”
Saga wined, “Mom!”
“But he is on a good way to get there.” She smiled and winked before she left the room. “I’ll tell your friends they can come back inside.”
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Word from Dana:
There will be about 2 or 3 more chapters... And I'm too lazy to make banners for the start of the fic, you may have noticed that I have started repeating them.
If you wish to, and If you have the time, make a banner and post it with your comment! XD
I love ya all~ please keep commenting! The end is near~ X3
Rating: NC-17
Author: Dana (me)
Warning: yaoi, mpreg, noncon, crack, none beta
Pairing: Reita x Saga
Fandom: Jrock, gazette, alice nine
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my own insanity, and I make no money with this... or in any other way... >_>
Author's note: ZOMG! Saga pregy & very, very special! Poor Reita...
Plot: you should really know by now... X3
Previous chapter
Warning: We finally get to "that night". This might leave you with a sour taste. The part will be Italic so that you can skip reading it if non-con is not your liking!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Saga wondered why he brought Reita to his room, but he couldn’t deny he was horny and overly enjoying Reita’s needy and possessive touch. He has spent most of the night erotically teasing Reita, opening up just enough to make the other hunger for him even more. To some extent he did cause what happened to him. He shouldn’t have taken on a job he couldn’t finish.
Saga quickly realized he got in too deep. Reita was wild, kissing him with almost furious passion, bruising his lips, biting his neck and shoulders, licking his jaw line, making him moan and getting even more aroused by it. Saga fought hard to gather his wits while being treated in such feral way. His body loved it and reacted to it.
“Reita stop.” He breathed, whispered, finally pulling himself together as Reita pushed him onto the bed and crawled over him.
Reita didn’t stop. He started to take of Saga shirt but met resistance.
“No.” Saga looked him in the eyes when he at least got Reita’s attention. “Stop!”
Reita’s face turned grim. “Bitch! You asked for this! You want this!”
Saga tried to push him off, panic rising in him, filling his ever pore. He kept pressing his hands against Reita’s shoulders, pushing him away. Didn’t have a good effect. Reita backhanded him, the sharp and strong slap sent tears of pain into Saga’s eyes. Frightened and shocked, Saga tried once more to free himself. He tried to land a punch in Reita’s face but failed, however as Reita moved back to dodge his fist he lost some balance that helped him keep a firm position over Saga. Seeing his chance Saga pushed Reita off. Reita was intoxicated so his motor skills weren’t all that brilliant.
It was easy to hold a firm grip on Saga when he could use his own weight to hold him down. But as Saga pushed him off he had trouble keeping his balance and fell backwards. That was more then enough to piss him off. Saga got off the bed but got stupid. He wondered if he had hurt Reita and instead of running he just stood by the bed, looking to see if Reita was alright.
He was more them alright, he landed on his pride. And now he was infuriated. He got up and walked towards Saga who finally tried to run away. Too late, he had his chance while Reita was on the floor trying to gather his strength to get up. Reita caught Saga by the wrist as the other turned around to run away. He gripped his wrist so tight he nearly broke it.
Saga yelped and tried to free himself, he turned around to face Reita and took another swing at him. He missed again, this time not because Reita evaded it but because he flinched as Reita twisted his arm he still held grip of.
Reita pulled Saga to him twisting his still captive arm behind his back; he caught his other arm to and did the same with it. Saga couldn’t move, Reita had his arms around him, gripping and twisting his wrists behind his back.
Saga closed his eyes as he felt Reita’s tongue trace over his jaw line. Their bodies pressed together he felt Reita’s arousal against his thigh.
“Please let me go.” He pleaded with Reita. “I’m sorry, I don’t want this.”
“But I do.” Reita grinned. He released Saga’s arms as soon as the other stopped fidgeting. He pushed Saga back onto the bed and climbed over him. “I want this.”
Saga’s shirt was ripped off before Reita got to taking off his pants. Saga tried to protest but he soon got hit. This time it was no slap. The force of the punch brought mist before Saga’s eyes. While he was lost in the hazy world Reita continued to undress him. He saw clearly what was going on but found no strength to fight it. When Reita removed his pants all Saga could do was close himself off and hope for any kind of miracle to pull him out of the nightmare.
He pressed his legs together, terrified of being exposed. He tried to reason with the overly heated, drunk man again. “Please stop.” He couldn’t even scream anymore. “Reita, you don’t understand, I can’t to this.”
Reita was too far gone. He didn’t pay attention to the pleas and cries. The look in his eyes was cloudy and filled with intoxicated lust. A primal urge driving him to only recognize his need. He gripped Saga’s kneels and spread them apart.
Saga tried to keep his legs together but failed. He threw his head to the side and closed his eyes, waiting for Reita to respond to what he saw between Saga’s legs. He felt Reita’s breath against the skin of his neck and before he could even wonder is Reita even saw it, he arched his back and screamed.
He felt pain like he was stabbed; like something within him was ripped apart. Reita thrust within him without much thought, hard and fast. Saga voiced a stream of screams and moans as he felt Reita move within him. But soon the pained lessened as his body slowly got used to the intrusion and lubricated. Reita groaned in pleasure and thrust in faster and harder to drive himself to climax, his mouth hung open and his eyes closed as he plunged himself deeper into the body squirming beneath him. Even if it didn’t hurt as much, Saga still felt no pleasure in the act. Reita pinned his arms over his head when he tried to claw his shoulders, desperate to stop the pain and humiliation.
Reita threw his head back and climaxed with a feral groan. He rolled off the body beneath him and drowsiness took over him. Soon enough he passed out.
Saga didn’t dare move until he was sure Reita was asleep. His hand ghosted down between his legs. The folds of his female sex were warm and wet. He could feel the blood stream down while Reita was still within him. He shivered as he got up, it still hurt. He silently made his way to the bathroom and shower.
Saga sighed as warm water ran down his abused body. Looking down he saw blood was washed away slowly. When he saw Reita’s sperm run down his legs he had no idea just how dire the consequences of that one night would be. He caressed his female sex again, cleaning himself.
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Couldn’t help but think about in the evening, alone in the silence. He has forgiven it all and it didn’t bother him the way it did before. It was a wound that healed. Saga knew he has provoked Reita. Nothing would have happened had he not teased Reita so much. Besides, no matter how nasty their first time was things were going great between them now.
Saga yawned and pulled his covers up. He was glad another bothersome day was over.
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Reita sat on a couch in the doctor’s office, the doctor sat next to him, opposite of them were Saga’s parents in two chairs. Reita greeted them politely but as usually he was greeted with glares, but this time only from the mother. Saga’s father look a bit uneasy, he kept shifting in his seat.
“We want to talk with you about the future of our son.” Saga’s mother started, she threw and angry scowl at her husband when he made a fake cough.
“What is it that you would like to know? I’m sure the doctor has given you all the detail by now.” Reita wasn’t scared this time, in fact he was aggravated.
“I want him home, him and our grand daughter, when he leaves the hospital. He needs to be with his family.”
“Saga has his own family now.” The doctor spoke calmly.
“Yes. He wants us to be a family.” Reita added.
“You raped him! How dare you speak of family when you made that child in such a way?!” The woman glared at Reita.
“I made a mistake. It’s not on you to forgive me or to retort me with it. Saga has forgiven me.”
The doctor spoke again. “I understand you fear for your son, but there is nothing to be afraid of. Reita is not a bad man; he is a good man that made a mistake. He has more then proven himself that he will take care of his family.”
“Besides, Saga is not a child. He knows what he wants and how to take care of himself!” Reita added.
“He is confused and emotional! I know how vulnerable heart is when a life grows within you!”
“Saga could have aborted, this was his choice. He chose to have that life grow within him. And Saga is a lot stronger emotionally then you will give him credits for. He is taking this very well considering everything. There are three men in this room. I’m sure if you ask any of us we will tell you we’d be long lost and hopeless if we were in Saga’s condition.” The doctor spoke.
Saga’s mother looked over at her husband who nodded at the doctor’s statement. Reita too was nodding. Come to think of it, he probably would have killed himself or have a nervous break down should he have to bear a child.
Reita spoke calmly this time. “Your son isn’t weak, nor is he stupid.”
“Perhaps it’s time you cut the umbilical cord dear.” Saga’s father finally spoke.
She did not expect her husband to go against her. “But, we are talking about the man that raped our son; do you really want him raising our grandchild?”
“A few months ago you viewed our grandchild as a nasty parasite and nothing more. Something that should not have happened to your precious son. You were annoyed that he moved on and no longer needed his mother to fuss about him, that he was so grown up a responsible.” He looked serious and annoyed, when he continued he looked at Reita.
“You truly have proven that what ever happened that night was a mistake on your part. I trust you would never hurt him again, right?”
Reita nodded, he was still in shock.
He spoke to the doctor next. “You know their relationship better then we do and you said that you trust Reita. I believe you.”
“That is right.” The doctor looked at Saga’s mother. “Reita was right by Saga’s side through all of this. As someone who only developed an interest in the situation so later on and only when realizing there was no going back, you have no right to play a tormented mother or a victim.”
“I still don’t think my son is making the right choice here.” The woman got up and gracefully walked out of the office.
Saga’s father sighed. “She has always been like that.”
“Thank you.” Reita said to him.
The man got up and offered Reita a handshake. “No need to thank me. You deserve some credit, I’m sure this is not easy ride for you.”
Reita couldn’t believe he actually shook hands with Saga’s father. Finally at least one of them stopped hating him.
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When Saga’s mother walked into her son’s hospital room she saw Saga was not alone. She respectfully asked the two boys to leave while she talked to her son. When they were alone she sat on Saga’s bed by his side.
“You should come home when you give birth to her.” She gave Saga the most loving smile. “I will help you with the baby, I really do know quite a lot about them.”
“I need to learn to take care of her myself. And mom, I already have my own home.”
“I worry about you. That man is not your family, you should be with people who love you and care about what is best for you.”
“Reita and this child are my family, and Reita cares about me greatly. Mom, I know what you are doing and I want you to stop it. I love you and I want you to be involved in my daughter’s life, but I’m her mother and Reita is her father, we can take care of her and each other.”
“He raped you.” She looked sadly at her son.
Saga sighed. “You don’t know the details of that night. What ever Reita did, to some extent I caused. I even brought him to my room. That should tell you I wasn’t very responsible that night either.”
“You caused it? Don’t be stupid.”
“I didn’t want to tell you this, I told dad because I knew you wouldn’t understand it. Let’s say I am a woman, and I spend the whole night sexually teasing a man and pouring drinks into his glass. Later on into the night, I still haven’t had enough fun. I bring the man into my room and play with his mind some more. Then when things get too hot I push him away.”
“But you pushed him away! You didn’t want anything to happen.”
“Yes mom, but only after I worked him up. That is why I told dad, a woman can’t understand that kind of things.” He sighed. “Mom, I’m not a child. I love Reita and he loves me. And we are having a child and we are living together, we are a family. Maybe it didn’t all go off on a great start, but everything is coming together well. Just trust me to make my own choices.”
The mother sighed in defeat and hugged her son. “You really are grown up. I’m sure you will be a great mother. But this doesn’t mean I’m on good terms with the father. He still needs to redeem himself in my eyes.”
Saga wined, “Mom!”
“But he is on a good way to get there.” She smiled and winked before she left the room. “I’ll tell your friends they can come back inside.”
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Word from Dana:
There will be about 2 or 3 more chapters... And I'm too lazy to make banners for the start of the fic, you may have noticed that I have started repeating them.
If you wish to, and If you have the time, make a banner and post it with your comment! XD
I love ya all~ please keep commenting! The end is near~ X3