This is what I do when there is nothing else to do
I'm sitting here, in the basement, on the computer, wearing a sweater and long underwear. It's attractive, I know. Today I woke up sober and without a hangover for the first time in a week. It was amazing. I went to work. I remained at work. I came home bringing me to now. Tommorrow I will go to work, I will remain at work, and when I leave work I will either come to the present once more, get shitty drunk, see Matthew, or see Matthew and get shitty drunk. My world is small and predictable. Anyways, I start DMACC on Monday, I hope to see Jordan and Ashley with their amazing smiling faces, also I am going to get my shit finished and get out of this god forsaken high school. That's right, Lauren and her Alternative Johnston Diploma. I'm going to go back to my painless, repetitive life now, and hope someone calls me. No one will call me, My cell phone is missing. Oh shit. GOodnight
Lauren
Lauren