I should not be allowed behind the wheel

[greenmonkey626]

I got my license today. :-/ I ended up in Waukee twice. I hate Waukee. That was NOT where i was headed. oh well. I guess it was fun. I dont really have much to say. I hate the fact that the summer is moving along so quickly. Soon Ill be back in my personal hell at johnston. Great. My dad sent me a bunch of Me and Steven's things. Clothes, music, pics. I hate myself sometimes. I cried over socks. I tried replacing him with Jeff. I know I did. I need to get the fuck out of this state. 363 days. And Im gone. This place is ripping me apart. Trying to take a trip to Alabama later on this summer. Maybe Im doing it for all of the wrong reasons. Maybe it will knock some sense into me. I wish i didnt have to do it alone. Looking at Colleges. Particularly Kirkwood. Not sure yet. I get paid tomorrow. I have to save it. No more spending. I may even get a second job. No more time off, no more spending. I only have 363 days. Most of that I'll be in hell from 8 to 2:55 Thats right, FULL DAYS AT SCHOOL. I brought it on myself really. Enough reflecting

Gas Stations, Rest Stops, and Road Maps,
Lauren
XOXOXO