Ranting....and some stuff about my days in there too
Hello all....its that time again...Wednesday in the newsroom which is update time. Ok so Tuesday was Stephs b-day so we freakin celebrated the whole day. I got her a year subrcription to Cosmo...her second bible. Then Tuesday morning I pretended to go to class and after I didn't see Steph anymore I ran back to the dorm. Liz and I ran to Walmart and got her stuff. Liz bought her some of her fav candies, The Labrynth, and a princess crown. We came back and my same parking spot wasn't taken so she would never suspect that we had left. I went upstairs and decorated the room with balloons and banners. It was so neat looking. I got to finally wear my brokad(however you spell it) jacket and I looked really nice. Some girl even walked up to me and said if she was a guy she would want to fuck me. It was one of my friends so I thought it was funny stuff. Then I went to my EDP class and sat for like an hour doing nothing. It was great. Then I came back and Steph thanked me for the room and was excited. Liz...stupid Liz...told her about the room and the Walmart trip which ruined the surprise...loser. Not telling her anything else anymore. Then we chilled until it was time to grace the newsroom with our presence. We went up there and I sat around and played around on the computer while everyone else did their thing. Then I broke out the floor director and got the show done. I like it up there but it is not as exciting as it used to be....don't know why. Steph invited a bunch of people to Nicks for her shindig b-day thing. She invited people from the newsroom but they said they wanted to go to the game instead. She was upset which is understandable but hey if you would rather go to a game instead...I'd rather you not be there. So we went to Nicks and had a great time. It was the Amandas, Joe, Tyler, KT, Steph, Liz, and I. We all had a great time just chilling and talking and yuking it up about stuff. Tyler and Amanda Rae tried to throw little pieces of paper in my clevedge...thanks guys. Then we went to DQ in 30 degree weather and got some ice cream. Ummm....let's see...heavy coats getting ice cream...that just doesn't really work that much. Then I went back and ran around the halls till bedtime. Today was interesting....got up and went to class. I'm having the darndest time trying to stay awake in my 2 classes that I have. I think that Jackie can contest to that...tee hee. Then I was walking back and saw someone that I was "talking to" holding hands with his his new gf. I say more power to him and I'm happy that he found someone. I'm just tired of having to see it or deal with it. I had numerous people complain to me these past few days about their problems and I try so hard to be understanding and listen but I can only supply so much "Andrea Wisdom" before I get worn out. I love to help people and tell them what I think and all that but sometimes I wish I had to deal with some of those problems. The petty fights, the tears, the hugs, the kisses, the love, the holding hands, the smiles, the thoughts, etc. I know that if I expect it that it won't happen because when it does it will magical and all that. I know that it will eventually happen for me and all that but my patience is running thin. There is that one part in my life that I can't fulfill with happiness and its like an empty hole. I have gone through so much crap with three of my experiences that I can hardly stand it. First "J" that ended up being a creep and sleeping with a bunch of people and having a gf. Second "J" that asked me for money and is extremely immature. Third "D" who ended up leading me on and ended up with a gf and is happy. I'm just tired of going through the shit to get the right one. Even Steph can't understand how this continues to happen to me. Oh well...now that I have gotten my feelings out I'm good. I can go back to my happy self : ) Anyways...sorry for bitching btw. Then I went to the lake today with Amanda Rae and we sat on the rocks in the sun and just talked about stuff. She and I have gotten really close and confided a lot of stuff in each other. It was really nice. Then we went to Sonic and ate some food before I went to the newsroom and here I am. I have a meeting at 9 at the AGR house and then hitting the bed for an exciting day tomorrow so talk at you lata.