Pissed, sad, and teary eyed :(
Alright Wed. night...time for an update. Ok so lets see...Monday was fine. I had my photo meeting which was fun. Got all my assignments out to everyone and then went back to do nothing. Tuesday was fun....both my classes were cancelled so I didn't have to do much. I didn't wake up till like 11:30 and then I finally surfaced and took a shower, worked on some homework and then went to the newspaper room for a little while and then Liz and I went to the Curris Center and picked some AGR stuff up for our little bro. Then headed to the newsroom to do our show. I didn't do a damn thing the entire time but play on the computer. Liz Davis and I wrote on the smart board but thats it. Then we did our show without head sets because they were broken. That was rather interesting. Then all of us went to dinner. I then went back to the dorm room and talked to that guy thats driving me nuts. I went and talked to him about some of the stuff that was going on in my head. I told him that we had had a nice time at the end of last semester and I came back and wanted to figure out somethings and then I figured them out and told him about it and now I'm all confused. He apologized for hurting my friends and hurting me and he told me that he was thinking a lot about it and he was hurting as well. Who knows....I told him that I got to sleep till 11:30 cause my classes were cancelled and he said that he wish had been there with me while I was sleeping. Then he put his hand on my face and rubbed my cheak...can we say melting moment. I think I'm just being stupid for getting flustered but it was cute. I talked to him today before coming to the newspaper and we goofed off for a little and now I'm here. I have a huge paper to do and a meeting at nine and all I want to do is go home and day dream. All is well for me....going home this weekend btw...woowoo. Alright everyone have a good one and I'll talk to you lata. OK NOW I'M PISSED...JUST THOUGHT I WOULD ADD THIS THOUGHT....GUYS SUCK AND THEY CAN NEVER BE STRAIGHT WITH YOU. APPARENTLY THE GUY I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO...HE'S GOT A GIRLFRIEND OR WHATEVER....TIME TO BUST SOME HEADS YO. I'm so tired of this...tired of being played and messed around...I just want to crawl in a hole and die after the third one. I just don't understand...I don't understand what I'm supposed to learn from all this. It continues to happen...I almost feel like it's me because it continues to happen. Hope everyone is doing better than I am.