bad day ;(
-stix out tongue- pfdhgksjhdfgh!!!! Why do men have to be so complicated! I think somethings bothering Ben and he's just not telling me. For like two weeks he just hasn't been himself. He is so irretible and he seems like he doesn't wanna be around me or talk to me anymore. I'm gettin scared. I don't wanna lose him, but I don't wanna push him away by askin whats wrong all the time and buggin him about it. HELP!!! Ugh I was off from work today. WOOT! I came home from school, ate sum tomato soup and grilled cheese, then passed out in my bed for like 3 hours. I haven't decided if that was a good idea or not but I guess we'll find out later on when I crawl into to bed and can't fall asleep. Lol. Well I'm gonna go. byes.
Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.
I'll keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.
And I'll keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.
Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.
So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.