Apology
This is an apology to everyone to whom I owe an apology. Don't give me stick for this, because it is serious. Most of the people will know who you are, but if you have seen me before last year, and know me now, you will definitely know the difference I speak of. For that, I apologise. Changing wrecked some of the stuff I hold dearest to me, my beliefs, my strengths, and most importantly my friendships.
Helena, I am sorry that I was who I tried to be. I tried to be something that just wasnt me, and by doing so, succeeded in destroying the friendship we had. Im sorry I cheated on you. I never did deserve you, and I pray you will someday forgive me.
Miller, I'm sorry for my poor example. You are the best zombie mate I could ever wish for, and I am sorry I led you into what I did. I've done it wrong by you, and please don't ever be the example I was to you.
LCS Boys, I'm also sorry for what I've become. You guys have pointed out to me a few times the swearing slob that I've become(a far cry from who I was in grade 11 hey) and I'm sorry I became that in front of you guys. Your'e all great mates.
Suckit, Sorry for not being as forcefull or being there for you when you needed it.
Sandy, Im sorry for all of that stuff. Im sorry we are how we are, and I too wish that the old Zac would surface some time.
Hannah, I love you. Things are gay with us too hey. Im sorry for that, cause once again, I started it.
Quelin, I've screwed you around something shocking, and I am eternally sorry for what I've done. I really have committed the most backstabbing of sins towards you, and I hope you will forgive me. I'm sorry that we can't be who we were, at least not yet. You above all I feel I have betrayed, and I feel so bad about it all. Sorry.
Everyone else who has seen this dark side of me, and seen what I have descended to - Sorry
Like I said, don't judge me or say Im an attention seeking loser, I have a duty to apologise.
Regards
Zac
Helena, I am sorry that I was who I tried to be. I tried to be something that just wasnt me, and by doing so, succeeded in destroying the friendship we had. Im sorry I cheated on you. I never did deserve you, and I pray you will someday forgive me.
Miller, I'm sorry for my poor example. You are the best zombie mate I could ever wish for, and I am sorry I led you into what I did. I've done it wrong by you, and please don't ever be the example I was to you.
LCS Boys, I'm also sorry for what I've become. You guys have pointed out to me a few times the swearing slob that I've become(a far cry from who I was in grade 11 hey) and I'm sorry I became that in front of you guys. Your'e all great mates.
Suckit, Sorry for not being as forcefull or being there for you when you needed it.
Sandy, Im sorry for all of that stuff. Im sorry we are how we are, and I too wish that the old Zac would surface some time.
Hannah, I love you. Things are gay with us too hey. Im sorry for that, cause once again, I started it.
Quelin, I've screwed you around something shocking, and I am eternally sorry for what I've done. I really have committed the most backstabbing of sins towards you, and I hope you will forgive me. I'm sorry that we can't be who we were, at least not yet. You above all I feel I have betrayed, and I feel so bad about it all. Sorry.
Everyone else who has seen this dark side of me, and seen what I have descended to - Sorry
Like I said, don't judge me or say Im an attention seeking loser, I have a duty to apologise.
Regards
Zac