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uh so the past two days ive been with jakey and of course i had to eat. wellll on our drive we had some edibles, you know the food with weed and i had a kit kat and half of this thing called a goo ball which almost tasted like some type of oatmeal bar but softer. and then we had in n out for dinner and i had a bag of chips. ew haha. i never have fast food but we were hungry so whatever. then yesterday we went to mimis for breakfast in barstow on our way home and i had ordered a veggie omlet and a pumpkin spice muffin. i barely ate my omlet and i did have half of my muffin and then finished the rest when we got home. THEN for dinner i had half of a petite salad from CPK and a few bites of coldstone whichw as bad but whatever. my weight is at 113. so now im just back to the same old coffee & restrictions. it was a nice break. but its so weird, when i eat in front of anyone i feel like theyre watching me instensley. like i saw jake kept looking at me as i picked at my food. for example i only ate the veggies in the omlet( green peppers, tomatos, mushrooms) and i had a few of the potatos as well. and then at dinner i ate mostly all the tomatos on my salad and the pieces of chicken but nothing more. and that was already a petite salad and i only ate half. so thats what ill do when i have to go out to eat, pick at my food and eat only half. bla. sucks balls. but our trip was HELLA fun. i want to go on more road trips with jakey. <333 alright i hope everyone else is doing good. i have alittle cold so im not going to the gym until tomorrow even though i should tonight. i just dont want to get worse. my throat is killing me. keep it real loves
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