I feel terrible

[greenklean607]

Okay so last night was crazy. First we had 4 people over for dinner then when they left the 2 driving together got in an accident and now their in the hospital. My friend had to get lifelighted to metro because she hit her head. Now I'm stuck with the dog that was in their car and it is scared to death still. It doesn't know where it is and it is shaking. I am trying to calm pepper down but he's so shaken up. I don't think it helps that he was abused by his previous owners. So yeah. Today I have a meeting with my social worker and connections worker at 11 and my dad said he knew nothing of it. Hopefully it was just a misunderstanding. Later at 6 tonight I have a doctors appointment at the same hospital my friend is currently at. We might try and visit her. We as in Rachel and Aunt Sandy who I live with. I just visit my dad at his house a couple times a week. It's complicated. I am just distraught. Not knowing what to do and I can't tell people the whole story of what happened in the accident. I am actually going to keep my promise to Aunt Sandy because I am tired of breaking her promises and want to change. I can't tell my brother, dad, or my best friend. Wow. err. Can you tell I like writing? I want to write stories and poems but I need some help because I leave out some details when writing and tend to repeat myself. Today is a day to snuggle up and watch a movie, maybe a sad one so I'll have an excuse to cry. Last night when I arrived at the scene of the accident no tears came to my eyes. I was just keeping it calm and telling Rachel to breath and not overreact. The cop was telling us multiple times to go back to our cars and wait close by. It was kinda like, dur we heard you the first time. Mayeb he just does that because sometimes people don't listen to him at first. I didn't say much cause I didn't want to say the wrong thing. I just hope everyones okay. ::tear tear::
At least I can cry on the internet.

Megan