Dec 21, 2004 20:32
This update is a speical update because in just 2 days, it will be 2 months for me and Andy. I am so happy with the way our relationship is going. I love it! I have never really felt like this..i mean with cain yeah it was fun, but this is different, i think in the future and stuff...like not like married and stuff that is creppy, i am only in high school, but i mean like over the next year, sometimes at night i think of reasons why i don't deserve him and stuff. He is to good for me, but then i think about it and i relize that he makes me a better person. I don't push limits anymore, i dont like to live messeed up just to forget ever bad thing in my life, bc i think being sober and with him makes up for it all..i cant say i am in love love, but i can say i am in love, like me and nicki say high school love..I love how he treats me, like i am the princess. Its nice, he puts me high on his priority list and that makes me feel speical. In the last 2 months i have felt more loved then like my whole last 2 years of my life. He is so sweet, sorry about talking about it but hey, my lj, my choice. one last thing i love about him, how he will stay with me at night untill i fall asleep. aww i like hims so much yay..
Other then that so far in the last couple of days
-babysat my 2 nephews(ahh)
-lost my cell phone
-didn't hang out with andy for like 42 FULL hours.
-found my cellphone..
-rearanged my room
Thats all
-Stella