Hate
Over the weekend and the past week, We have gotten a total of 40 inches of snow. Our BRAND NEW snowblower, purchased in September, which was used a total of 4 times, broke. AGAIN. We are stuck in the house because at -20 degrees, it's too cold to even take the kids out play in the snow. The people up here are weird. The take-out food is horrendous. I don't want my kids to turn into the wacky teens that lurk around here. No one is happy. The main reason we moved up here was to help care for my grandmother. Now both my aunt and my grandmother are living in Oswego. So we are stuck in this shanty town alone.
Everyone is miserable. I have this idea in my head that moving to Florida will solve a lot of our problems. But no one else wants to move there. I can't leave my parents alone because they need our help as much as we've needed their's. Both are sick and cannot do the work that a house requires. Freddy is angry all the time. I don't like being cold. I don't like the snow. I'm hoping that when we go down to tampa end of march/beginning of April, Freddy's mind will be changed and then we can start saving to move us and my parents down there.
Everyone is miserable. I have this idea in my head that moving to Florida will solve a lot of our problems. But no one else wants to move there. I can't leave my parents alone because they need our help as much as we've needed their's. Both are sick and cannot do the work that a house requires. Freddy is angry all the time. I don't like being cold. I don't like the snow. I'm hoping that when we go down to tampa end of march/beginning of April, Freddy's mind will be changed and then we can start saving to move us and my parents down there.