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Now it's starting to irritate me...
How much I miss him. What the hell?!
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Not much better, but it helped a little lol. This shit is consuming my thoughts like 18/7. I figured I'd give myself about 6 hours for when I'm sleeping. Cuz I'm not sure if Aaron consumes my thoughts during that period. Although, I'm sure he's made a few appearances in my subconscience.
It doesn't help that all my good friends are head over heels in love with someone currently. But I am happy for them. I know what it felt like and you can't be angry with someone when they're experiencing those feelings. They're great. I miss them. A lot.
And honestly, I don't give a fuck if ppl consider this emo. It's not. I'm not over here trying to say I want to kill myself or some dumb shit like that. I just happen to miss love. And what I had with Aaron. Just like any other human being would. So yeah.
**This weekend:
-Friday: worked 5 to 10:30; picked up Emily, watched Elephant, went to bed
-Saturday: woke up (by Emily) at 6:30, took her home, came back here went to sleep (no heat at that time so I was pretty much in popsicle state); woke back up, called mi madre, took a shower, then she picked me up and I went up to George's with her....
....AT GEORGE'S: sat around for a bit, went out to din din, ate some good steak and shrimp...yum; came home..uhh I mean back to George's, watched The Matrix with him (never seen someone get so excited about some action), went to bed
-Sunday: woke up early, sat around, watched a movie, ate breakfast, sat around some more, took a nap, ate lunch, came home with mom, did about 2.5 hours worth of projects, and now I'm here.
My fabulous weekend. Every second I spend up there in K-zoo with moms and G-unit makes me want to move up there even more. But staying here seems more logical so blah.
About a month til I move in with the g-rents and start smelling like bacon ALL the time...don't ask. Really.
Ok. Well, I finished my book last night so it's time to start the next. It really takes my mind off shit..and him. So, that's all.
Popa Echo Alpha Charlie Echo
How much I miss him. What the hell?!
a;ldhfksdbakhdbdhfehfkaj jksabfgbj
Not much better, but it helped a little lol. This shit is consuming my thoughts like 18/7. I figured I'd give myself about 6 hours for when I'm sleeping. Cuz I'm not sure if Aaron consumes my thoughts during that period. Although, I'm sure he's made a few appearances in my subconscience.
It doesn't help that all my good friends are head over heels in love with someone currently. But I am happy for them. I know what it felt like and you can't be angry with someone when they're experiencing those feelings. They're great. I miss them. A lot.
And honestly, I don't give a fuck if ppl consider this emo. It's not. I'm not over here trying to say I want to kill myself or some dumb shit like that. I just happen to miss love. And what I had with Aaron. Just like any other human being would. So yeah.
**This weekend:
-Friday: worked 5 to 10:30; picked up Emily, watched Elephant, went to bed
-Saturday: woke up (by Emily) at 6:30, took her home, came back here went to sleep (no heat at that time so I was pretty much in popsicle state); woke back up, called mi madre, took a shower, then she picked me up and I went up to George's with her....
....AT GEORGE'S: sat around for a bit, went out to din din, ate some good steak and shrimp...yum; came home..uhh I mean back to George's, watched The Matrix with him (never seen someone get so excited about some action), went to bed
-Sunday: woke up early, sat around, watched a movie, ate breakfast, sat around some more, took a nap, ate lunch, came home with mom, did about 2.5 hours worth of projects, and now I'm here.
My fabulous weekend. Every second I spend up there in K-zoo with moms and G-unit makes me want to move up there even more. But staying here seems more logical so blah.
About a month til I move in with the g-rents and start smelling like bacon ALL the time...don't ask. Really.
Ok. Well, I finished my book last night so it's time to start the next. It really takes my mind off shit..and him. So, that's all.
Popa Echo Alpha Charlie Echo