Mar 17, 2005 12:17
Alright, so things have been...
And that's I can say about that. Seriously.
I am so fucking pissed off about Aaron one second and then the next I'm hardly thinking about him. I don't even know.
Part of me is crushed and just wants everything I had with him back...but then the other part of me just doesn't even want to care anymore. I'm sick of caring. Just sick of it.
So, I guess it'll be this way again for awhile. Cuz I'm pretty sure I'm not going to meet anyone special anytime soon. Honestly it hurts knowing no one's interested in me, but at the same time I am so fed up with guys...which I know isn't fair since it was only one that broke my heart but oh well.
Starting to move my stuff over to my g-ma's house over spring break so I won't have much to move once school gets out.
I should probably start going to my 5th and 6th hours more often..hmm nothing seems to interest me anymore. I can't stand being at school with all the couples and stupid people. ugh
And there he goes again. Invading my brain. Damn him. Damn it all...
Back to smoking my entire pack of cigs...and probably going up to school to pick up Emily and take her home. I'm such a good friend.
Desperation call: Anyone wanna be the love of my life?
...just a question lol
Peace.