ok, ok
ok, new layout, new userpics. feeling a little bit better.
i've been uh, really sad, lately. in the way where i'm feeling like a constant weight on my chest. there was...a lot to deal with this summer. it's been a rough one. i'm trying, trying not to rely on anyone but myself to pull me out of this funk, and i just had a blast rereading old entries on here (god, so YOUNG, i was SO YOUNG) so i think...i think i need a space to spew things again. tumblr has too many followers that i know in real life, and i just need a more private place, i think.
so...we'll see how it goes.
i've never been good at keeping in touch, or keeping up with things, or fulfulling promises, and going forward, i want to work on that. i want to only say things i mean, promise things i can without a doubt do, and work on how i relate to other people. things i've never been good at, that have never come naturally.
so, very tentatively, i wanted to say...hi. to everyone still on here, anyone still around. hi. it's been a long, long time.
i've been uh, really sad, lately. in the way where i'm feeling like a constant weight on my chest. there was...a lot to deal with this summer. it's been a rough one. i'm trying, trying not to rely on anyone but myself to pull me out of this funk, and i just had a blast rereading old entries on here (god, so YOUNG, i was SO YOUNG) so i think...i think i need a space to spew things again. tumblr has too many followers that i know in real life, and i just need a more private place, i think.
so...we'll see how it goes.
i've never been good at keeping in touch, or keeping up with things, or fulfulling promises, and going forward, i want to work on that. i want to only say things i mean, promise things i can without a doubt do, and work on how i relate to other people. things i've never been good at, that have never come naturally.
so, very tentatively, i wanted to say...hi. to everyone still on here, anyone still around. hi. it's been a long, long time.